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Well, I'm bored....and I've been seeing this in a lot of my fellow Claymates LJ's, so I decided to steal it and do it for myself. Plus I'm sure you're all wanting to know a little more about me! LOL! ;)
S T A R T I N G-
[my name is]: Melissa Ann
[in the morning i am]: never awake
[love is]: a complicated thing, but worth the pain and heartaches that it brings (usually)
[i dream about]: Really strange things, that is when I have dreams, usually though I don't
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: height and hair
[last person u slow danced with]: hmmm......umm.....yikes, probably Chris 2 1/2 years ago at my cousins wedding maybe? It's been a while though
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: DUH! Clay Aiken of course!
[easiest to talk to]: My co-worker/adopted "grandma", Jan. She's the best woman I know. Always listens to me, givest me some of the greatest advice anyone can give.
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: Yes, Christopher Jon and we dated on and off for 2 years. It was the best 2 years of my life. Sadly though, we're no longer speaking due to recent events that have taken place >_< *tears*
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Brett's voicemail, before that, it was Mike last night
[hugged]: Grandma Jan maybe?
[you instant messaged]: Mike.
[you laughed with]: Lauren.....discussing some things about Mr. Aiken (hahah......DLI)
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: I've tried going without being on there for a week or so and it was HORRIBLE! I cannot go a day without talking to my fellow Clay sistas!
[what's your favorite food?]: Cheese pizza from Aurelios
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: apples and the kiwi's that Mike goes
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional. It's harder to get past and recover from, especially if it's deep. There's always tons of drugs/pain killers for physical pain! :D
[trust others way too easily?]: Sometimes....it's been known to happen.
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: 2. Highschool sweetheart I dated for 3 years (Jimmy) and then Chris.
[of hearts i have broken?] : *hides head* 4 that I can definately say yes to and maybe there's a 5th heart, it's iffy though. what can I say.....I'm a heartbreaker.
[of boys i have kissed?] : Uhh.....no comment
[of girls i have kissed?] : I've kissed 3 on the cheek......for instance my 2 cousins who are the same age as me, and I kissed my best girl friend on the cheek, but never will I kiss another girl on the lips!
[of drugs taken illegally?] : 0
[of tight friends?] : 2-3
[of cd's that i own?] : Are we talking actual store bought CDs? In that case maybe like 40. Burned CDs....oooh, well into the 100's
[of scars on my body?] : 3 noticeable ones. 1 on my cheek from my cousin throwing a dart at me when I was 3, another from having a stage 1 cancerous mole removed, and one that my old car gave to me on my wrist (yes...I'm serious)
[of things in my past that i regret?] : umm....probably 2 things, but they involve the same person.
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: that it is 9:45 p.m. on a Friday night right now as I type this and that it is quite long
[i want]: to stop biting my nails
[i have]: an obsession with Clay Aiken
[i wish]: that Chris wouldn't be such a "butt" and just swallow his pride and talk to me and that I can meet Clay again sometime (Kelly.........*wink*)
[i hate]: my boss
[i miss]: my old best friend
[i fear]: Deer, Racoons, and Clowns (due to the fact that I met thee Bozo the Clown and he has scared me for life)
[i hear]: my parents watching Pirates of the Caribbean downstairs
[i search]: ?
[i love]: Clayton Aiken, the Chicago Cubs, Disney and I guess Mike too since he is my boyfriend....lol
[i ache]: in my shoulders
[i care]: about my family and friends and their health, happiness and safety constantly
[i always]: read before I go to bed
[i dance]: Like no ones watching! (I don't know....I'm a white girl, 100% dutch, I can't dance!!!)
[i cry]: When I wonder sometimes what could have been between Chris and I and how things were forever changed in a period of 5 minutes.
[i do not always]: Live like I'm supposed to & excersice as often as I should
[i write]: in the IDF forums
[i confuse]: myself
[i can usually be found]: on IDF/the computer or in the library
[i need]: to STOP BITING MY NAILS!!!
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: played Truth or Dare Jenga once, that had one block that said to remove a piece of clothing, but it wasn't my block.
[if so, when and with whom]: at a highschool graduation with about 15 people
[favorite place to be kissed?]: the forehead or of course on the lips (only cause I'm so short...but yet perfect height for that!)
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: This means what? Of course I'm always caught on IDF when I should be doing homework >_<
[wuss]: sometimes....I'm am afraid to talk to people and ask them things (like the guy in the music store when I wanted a Clay promo poster, I was terrified to ask him for it, but I did, and I ended up getting it)
[druggie]: Nope!
[gang member]: Hahhahah.....good one! Yep....definately....I'm a thug! (j/k ya'll)
[daydreamer]: Sometimes
[alcoholic]: Might be.....turnin 21 in a few days on the 26th! But no....I'm not and I don't see myself becoming one either
[freak]: I've been told at times
[brat]: depends on the situation....to my brother yes
[sarcastic]: occasionally
[goody-goody]: sometimes
[angel]: if it gets me some things (do this with Mike)
[devil]: Same as above.
[friend]: I like to think of myself as one
[shy]: Sometimes. Depends on the situation I'm in
[talkative]: Depends on who I'm talking to
[adventurous]: I try to bring a little adventure into my life
[intelligent]: I to make myself think that I am!
-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
***Side note.........WHEN IS THIS GOING TO END??? Golly it's LONG!***
[impacted you the most spiritually]: my old church pastor. Pastor Paul, unfortunately he left our church and went to Idaho.
[wish you saw more often]: Mike
[wish you could meet]: Some of my fellow Clay sistas: Lauren, Sue, Kelly, Nat, Shari, & Nicki and a few others (Hannah...but that'll come soon). And of course, Clay again! :D
[most sarcastic]: Lauren & Brandi
[wish you knew better]: Laur again, though I know ya pretty well Clay wise, I don't know her pretty well life wise. And Hannah, but that'll change come March 22!!!
[knows you best]: Chris, Monze, Will.
[best outlook on life]: ummmmm
[most paranoid]: Brandi
[sweetest]: My Claymates & Mike
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: I don't know, people saw I'm kind....or sweet or whatever & that I'm a good listener
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: Sometimes I don't always stand up when I should
[most annoying thing you do]: once again.....NAIL BITING
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: screwed up one of the best friendships I may ever have
[describe your personality in one word]: ummmmmm........yeah
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: smile....people tell me it's a good one
[person you regret sleeping with]:
[height]: a proud 5'2"
[a smell that makes you smile]: Space NK & Clinique Happy for Men Colognes
[a city you'd like to visit]: Paris---anyone want to join???
[a drink you order most often]: water
[a delicious dessert]: Cookies and Creme desert made by my grandma!
[a book you highly recommend]: The list goes on forever....I'm a librarian!!! :D
[the music you prefer while alone]: depends on the mood I'm in
[your favorite bands]: Good Charlotte, Linkin Park, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Aerosmith
[a film you could watch over and over]: Beauty and the Beast, Finding Nemo, Monsters Inc.
[a TV show you watch regularly]: Don't really watch TV all that much, but I'm trying to catch AI this season.
[you live in a(n)]: house.
[your transportation]: Chloe, my '96 White 2 door Pontiace Sunfire
[your cologne or perfume]: Lucky & Pink by Victoria's Secret.
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: All the notes ever written to me. I've got notes dating back to 3rd grade! And of course all the notes from ex boyfriends as well.
[something important on your night table]: Don't have a night table....but I have a desk and if that counts, then my alarm clock. Gotta get up every morning! :D
This thing is done?!?!?! Goodness......that took a little while! A 1/2 hour later! Whoa! Well, now ya'll know me a little bit better than before!
Okay, time for a shower me thinks!
Have a great night and enjoy the weekend everyone!