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It's hard to be alone..no matter what the time of year is. It's even harder to be in love with someone...who doesn't love you back. The thing I don't understand is how a two week period can make such a difference. You put on this fake smile..and then you come home and cry when you realize that you've been let go of..that you've been deleted from someone's life so easily. Usually it wouldn't be so hard..but..it is when you feel like you just aren't good enough. You check your email every day...every single day for two simple words..a mere apology..and you get nothing but the verification that the person you've been waiting for...has deleted you. How can someone do that so easily? How can someone say...TWO days ago that they love you..and then disappear..? Maybe in the end it's your fault...maybe in the end you wanted too much of something that never had a hope in hell of surviving. Perhaps you need to stop blaming yourself for everything...