cant get rid of what your heart already posseses
what is a best friend? is it just someone whos there all the time? Someone who cares? or simply a title. Should they call you and tell you everything? And if theyre willing to give you such a simple title, Do you have a right to try and be there for them> to try and know? or should you just sit back while it all slowly seems to be falling out of place. To where you get to the point that you realize that your not trusted in everything. to the point where they dont call you like they use to. things are held back. feelings are kept. words that should be said never make it. And the sad thing is, as it slowly happens you realize it. You fight it. but it simply can not be saved. You realize that youve done all that you could do. And telling yourself theres more is nothing but a lie. one that causes you to want to hold on longer. one that causes your heart and head to fight. so whats right? your head or heart? no matter what you honestly cant get rid of what your heart already posesses but as you get to head it realizes that world turns and it realizes whats good for you. no matter how hard it hurts and how excluded I feel my heart still disagrees.