Restless Nights
Gosh, I don't know why it has been so hard for me to sleep the last couple of nights. I just lay their for hours tossing and turning. I know part of the issue is Sarah and I wanting to go out and party with the football team. I really want to b/c it would be so much fun and just dance etc. I guess the part that is disturbing me is the fact that Adam is away and we are without the physical contact...which I know we both think is very important to us in our relationship. I'm afraid that if Sarah and I do meet up with the guys in Nashville...and we are drinking of course that it may go a little further than I want. I would never do anything to hurt Adam b/c I love him and I know we are meant to be. But I guess there are the trials in life that I just need to stay away from and not put myself in the situation. It's just very tempting to go out and have a great time. I don't have my little Cowboy's or Chiller's group here in TN. That is definitely one thing I miss in Orlando.
Sarah's boyfriend left this morning. I felt bad b/c they left for the airport around 6am. I didn't even get to say bye. Oh well, life goes on. Well, I ran some errands, ate lots..i just wasn't full, and watched TLC this morning. Now i'm off to my high school before class tonight. OH>>>we had to put the heat on this morning. It was around 40 degrees..burr!
Sarah's boyfriend left this morning. I felt bad b/c they left for the airport around 6am. I didn't even get to say bye. Oh well, life goes on. Well, I ran some errands, ate lots..i just wasn't full, and watched TLC this morning. Now i'm off to my high school before class tonight. OH>>>we had to put the heat on this morning. It was around 40 degrees..burr!