move away and move on.
NONONO. Telling oneself many times that an emo entry here is never the best solution to the mind. Whatever, really.
Thanks to all the many friends who time and again to have a FB account! LOL. See my friends, finally heeding your precious advice! I've surrendered to FB and now trying to be a loyal FB member., *tsk tsk* Kidddding. FB, to me, is just like another upgraded and new face-lifted Friendster. Trying to get use to all that icons and services that are provided just isn't the cuppa tea, BUT it is a must to grasp the know-hows in case the tutor mentions about how FB can be useful for class discussions. Like OKAY...
Frankly FB has been quite a useful network channel to find friends whom seems to be "LOST-&-FOUND". Friends from primary to secondary level, secondary to poly level then from poly to present level. Even friends made at community service/ voluntary events could be found! Pretty amazing. This has made life seems more optimistic and fun somehow? It's seems like there are still many people out there whom I know personally or some were once the "best of friends" OR "best friends forever" sort. It is prolly time for some catching up since it has not been done for ages since so many things have happened. Still thinking what the occasion should be? *wonderrrringgg*
On the contrary, FB has reminded of so many ugly/ upsetting events that happened in these recent years. Friends who turned their backs against you; friends who accepted your help and changed; friends who believed what bitches said and trusted them; and friends who had new friends and neglected you forever.
Thank you to these "friends", 'cos you had no idea how life has changed drastically, how the person is not what you used to know and how the mentality is never as optimistic as before. Probably the person hopes to find someone to blame on everything and that she was never once wrong, but she also clearly understands that everyone has the right to control and lead the life that they want. So even if it's the pride and ego that she has been holding on, she will change anything 'cos what's the worth of it now when something is lost? She believes that if they are your true friends, they will never leave you no matter what circumstances have taken place.
Regretted so much to have added a person to the list of friends. Reminded of how a coward could give up friendships to mug her exams. Writing a pathetic letter, explaining how she had no choice yada yada. Finally when her friend from the same group was misunderstood and neglected by the group, she didn't even give a DAMN and turned her back against this friend. THIS FRIEND, who used to help her SO SO SO FUCKING MUCH, turns out to be her tool to ensure that she is forever in THAT group, so that endless help is at her disposable!
Life is so complicated that sometimes it is so tough and tiring to understand or to expose the motives of others. Especially when they have the ability to kick you out of the competition.
till then. M.
Thanks to all the many friends who time and again to have a FB account! LOL. See my friends, finally heeding your precious advice! I've surrendered to FB and now trying to be a loyal FB member., *tsk tsk* Kidddding. FB, to me, is just like another upgraded and new face-lifted Friendster. Trying to get use to all that icons and services that are provided just isn't the cuppa tea, BUT it is a must to grasp the know-hows in case the tutor mentions about how FB can be useful for class discussions. Like OKAY...
Frankly FB has been quite a useful network channel to find friends whom seems to be "LOST-&-FOUND". Friends from primary to secondary level, secondary to poly level then from poly to present level. Even friends made at community service/ voluntary events could be found! Pretty amazing. This has made life seems more optimistic and fun somehow? It's seems like there are still many people out there whom I know personally or some were once the "best of friends" OR "best friends forever" sort. It is prolly time for some catching up since it has not been done for ages since so many things have happened. Still thinking what the occasion should be? *wonderrrringgg*
On the contrary, FB has reminded of so many ugly/ upsetting events that happened in these recent years. Friends who turned their backs against you; friends who accepted your help and changed; friends who believed what bitches said and trusted them; and friends who had new friends and neglected you forever.
Thank you to these "friends", 'cos you had no idea how life has changed drastically, how the person is not what you used to know and how the mentality is never as optimistic as before. Probably the person hopes to find someone to blame on everything and that she was never once wrong, but she also clearly understands that everyone has the right to control and lead the life that they want. So even if it's the pride and ego that she has been holding on, she will change anything 'cos what's the worth of it now when something is lost? She believes that if they are your true friends, they will never leave you no matter what circumstances have taken place.
Regretted so much to have added a person to the list of friends. Reminded of how a coward could give up friendships to mug her exams. Writing a pathetic letter, explaining how she had no choice yada yada. Finally when her friend from the same group was misunderstood and neglected by the group, she didn't even give a DAMN and turned her back against this friend. THIS FRIEND, who used to help her SO SO SO FUCKING MUCH, turns out to be her tool to ensure that she is forever in THAT group, so that endless help is at her disposable!
Life is so complicated that sometimes it is so tough and tiring to understand or to expose the motives of others. Especially when they have the ability to kick you out of the competition.
till then. M.