an imperfect affected life
Finally finished 17 episodes of 烈火雄心III, you would be wondering why 17 episodes instead of the full 32? I started from the middle of the entire drama series, just suddenly felt like watching. Anyways decided to blog cos I was reminded of myself after watching the role of the HK actor Wang Xi.
How should I put it? Maybe anyone gets to watch it will know what I mean, pretty lazy to explain his whole character. I don't know if this is common phase in life to feel tired of living, tired of thinking what we should do or what we could do, or tired of planning for our own future? IS it common to feel that you just hope to take a break and think... if this is just worth living the life you want?
Sometimes when looking back, it is inevitable that something could have been done well or better, so that the future is just safe sailing? This year is like a year of stormy winds, tsunamis and earthquakes. There were so much to take and learn, so much so that there were many attempts of giving up, rather than moving on. Isn't there a saying, "nothing is impossible"? That is bullshit. Cos sometimes no matter how hard or how many times we try, the fruit of labour may not even happen. What is going on?
Spoke to many people for advice, people of different ages and different backgrounds... but the thought seems to come back to a circle. There is just something in the mind that could not be lifted off. Though we can be our own saviors to solve our problems or advise ourselves that tomorrow must be a better day, we can also be victims ourselves if situations are mishandled? Never understood why people could feel depressed, cynical or emotional about their lives until a death of a closed one seems to be a message to be conveyed to _? The message, in own context, is to treasure everything that one has, whether tangible or intangible, and never looking back.
Life is so complexed and full of uncertainties. The black and the white have become so difficult to distinguish. Truths and lies can be a word difference. Since life is getting out of control, let nature takes its cause may be the best solution thus far.
How should I put it? Maybe anyone gets to watch it will know what I mean, pretty lazy to explain his whole character. I don't know if this is common phase in life to feel tired of living, tired of thinking what we should do or what we could do, or tired of planning for our own future? IS it common to feel that you just hope to take a break and think... if this is just worth living the life you want?
Sometimes when looking back, it is inevitable that something could have been done well or better, so that the future is just safe sailing? This year is like a year of stormy winds, tsunamis and earthquakes. There were so much to take and learn, so much so that there were many attempts of giving up, rather than moving on. Isn't there a saying, "nothing is impossible"? That is bullshit. Cos sometimes no matter how hard or how many times we try, the fruit of labour may not even happen. What is going on?
Spoke to many people for advice, people of different ages and different backgrounds... but the thought seems to come back to a circle. There is just something in the mind that could not be lifted off. Though we can be our own saviors to solve our problems or advise ourselves that tomorrow must be a better day, we can also be victims ourselves if situations are mishandled? Never understood why people could feel depressed, cynical or emotional about their lives until a death of a closed one seems to be a message to be conveyed to _? The message, in own context, is to treasure everything that one has, whether tangible or intangible, and never looking back.
Life is so complexed and full of uncertainties. The black and the white have become so difficult to distinguish. Truths and lies can be a word difference. Since life is getting out of control, let nature takes its cause may be the best solution thus far.