I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life........

[mellencamp_fan]

hmmmm... life is hectic. i work so much these days, and that sucks, because i hate Target. but i did get to go see john mellencamp with john fogerty, they were sweeeeeeeet. john mellencamp is so cute. i keep spending so much money on pointless things, like bank fees and public transportation. i hate that. i also hate boys. im not kidding, there is not one boy that im pleased with right now, well, no, i love pearce of course... but in general, i think that if i saw no boys for the next year, id be fine. im serious this time too. not that i wanna be single cause i do love my boyfriend but there are so many annoying boys these days, ive had enough of them. and siohban too, even tho shes a girl, i dont want to deal with her anymore either, she sucks like boys do. i think i need to listen to more dashboard. i havent listened to them alllll summer, thats crazy. i miss them. they are the only good boys. and john mellencamp. yea. am i at drexel yet? drexel means no more parents and no more target and no more dumb springfield bitches. i cant wait. im going to orientation tommorrow, so thatll be cool? probably not. but it'll be fun to meet people and check out the dorms and the food and stuff. i cant wait to meet my roommate. im sure she'll be cool. i cant wait to just chill in the dorms with people all around and a whole city to be in. i cant wait. oh! haha, this song just came on my cd player and it so reminds me of gildea's english class. haha, cause he would make us read poetry in april cause it was national poetry month or something? yea. and this song criticizes people who try to be creative. like certain people in the class who read that drunk driving story from chicken soup for the soul and told us it really changed them. even tho we all knew it was the only poem they knew. haha. but yea. i need more time to see people i feel like summer is slipping away. its sad. ive only seen lauren and kaylee twice, me and rach never seem to be able to get together because we both have crazy work schedules, and i never have enough time for pearce. it sucks. and i still have a summer reading book to finish/start for drexel. poo.

-ive never done it with the style and grace you have