I never post in here...

[mellamomadison]

I havent posted in this thing for probably almost 2 years...I don't know what prompted me to suddenly want to tonight, but here I am. Everything is fine and dandy on my end of the world. I'm living in West Hills, CA aka part of the San Fernando Valley. The valley is pretty much a shit hole but my house is nice and therefore I'm still here. I've been thinking a lot about moving down to san diego...I've always loved it there, hell I almost went to school there. I like the fact that it's a city but doesnt really feel like a HUGE city. LA is cool but it definitely has gotten old. Most of my friends here are from work and I LOVE them but I feel like its almost time for a change. There is nothing really for me here in the valley..I can move my job down to SD but the only problem is I would get demoted and have to start all over on climbing up the work ladder..thats the biggest thing holding me back..it would be a pay cut and I would have to once again prove myself only this time in a much more competitive market where there are people that have been waiting for YEARS to get to where I am and where i've gotten in less than a year...I dunno.

anyways, that's all for now..Merry Christmas and I hope you guys have a fantastic new years..spend it with people you truly care about :)