haha it has only been a year and like 5 months since i have updated...
So basically.. my life is completely different now than it was a year ago.. I have met some REALLY amazing people that helped me get through that whole stupid breakup. amanda..i love you, i honestly am soooooo happy you are one of my bestfriends in the entire world..i dont know what i would be doing right now if it weren't for you <33333333 Trinh...who knew we would ever end up being friends?!!? i love you & am also glad you are one of my bestfriends, thanks for being there for me when i needed you:)<333 Mary.. soooo glad we talk again :) <3333333 NATALIE..dude we were bestfriends forever and then let guy problems and stupid shit come between us..tell me how happy i am that we are friends again. I love you<333 And last but not least.. ERIC... I met you last summer and back then i was still heartbroken and not over carlos...i wanted to be with you but i didnt want to hurt you. Good thing we continued to talk and now were pretty much inseperable. You are far away at bootcamp this summer, but that won't stop us. You have made me realize there are much better things in life than dwelling on past relationships, that probably would not have lasted anyway. I really miss you and want you to come home right now :( You owe me about a million bazillion hugs :) Your parents and i had a long conversation about you when i went over your house the other day...Oh man it is amazing how proud we all are of you :) You are something very special, and if in the end we don't work out, you will make some girl very very very happy someday. You are clearly AMAZING<33333333333333333333333333333333