Emptiness
Years ago, I didn't know what this was. I didn't know that I was fundamentally flawed; that I was broken from the inside out; that I was destined to feel like an empty vessel for the rest of my life. I thought that I was hyper or that I played dumb too often. I thought that I was a defiant child or a difficult girlfriend.
My first panic attack happened while in Walt Disney World, of all places. We were in the Magic Kingdom and suddenly I was nauseated. I freaked and felt my heart begin to beat out of my chest. I wanted to be anywhere but there. I wanted to run from Tomorrowland.
My first panic attack happened while in Walt Disney World, of all places. We were in the Magic Kingdom and suddenly I was nauseated. I freaked and felt my heart begin to beat out of my chest. I wanted to be anywhere but there. I wanted to run from Tomorrowland.