Up , down ,turn around , please don't let me hit the ground
It's been a rough month or so dwelling in self pity , depression and feeling trapped but now I think I'm turning a corner and finding some of way back to some kind of optimism and Mel normalism .
After losing my job which in many ways was a blessing mainly cos I felt pretty depressed in the job doing labourous and sometimes boring work and this sent me down into the depths of dispair .
It's been a struggle to get out of the house , out of bed and a struggle to basic human things such as hunting for lunch .
Ken has been dragging me out of the house at various times to socialise and to escape the house and annoying budgies .
While Ken is away at work I have been watching alot of dvds and I've gotten to the point that I'm sick of watching them and I feel like getting out of the house as well as the baby budgies and adult budgies have been driving me crazy (they are so noisy and demanding).
There has been one thing that perked me up a bit was looking at a recent job description , although there were some aspects of it that made me think , nar I don't think I could handle it .
Ok there was another thing that brightened my day a bit as well was seeing pictures of Lex , Danny and Shazza , although is a downside cos it means Ken bugs me about being clucky I"M NOT CLUCKY ,DAMN IT !
Anyway that enough from me the only other thing that has happened is we went to pagan spring camp and nothing all that interesting on the weekends.
After losing my job which in many ways was a blessing mainly cos I felt pretty depressed in the job doing labourous and sometimes boring work and this sent me down into the depths of dispair .
It's been a struggle to get out of the house , out of bed and a struggle to basic human things such as hunting for lunch .
Ken has been dragging me out of the house at various times to socialise and to escape the house and annoying budgies .
While Ken is away at work I have been watching alot of dvds and I've gotten to the point that I'm sick of watching them and I feel like getting out of the house as well as the baby budgies and adult budgies have been driving me crazy (they are so noisy and demanding).
There has been one thing that perked me up a bit was looking at a recent job description , although there were some aspects of it that made me think , nar I don't think I could handle it .
Ok there was another thing that brightened my day a bit as well was seeing pictures of Lex , Danny and Shazza , although is a downside cos it means Ken bugs me about being clucky I"M NOT CLUCKY ,DAMN IT !
Anyway that enough from me the only other thing that has happened is we went to pagan spring camp and nothing all that interesting on the weekends.