new...ahh!
hahaha, so finally Shaina and Meggi urged me into making a new one of these. I think i've made one b4, but it scared me too much, but now i promise to keep up with this one.
so i've been thinking a lot today. Its wierd how things are. Ever since I was little, my dad always traveled, but for some reason, this is the first year that its really bothered me. Iono y? maybe its because he keeps missing my performances in both theatre and choir, or maybe its because he's not once going to go with me to visit colleges. No matter how different we are, I love my dad so much. He's my best friend, and always tells me how it is. A few weeks ago, when my sister was here, we were all talking in the car about weddings and junk. And I said that no matter what, the guy I want to be with has to get my dad's permission otherwise i wont marry him...and they laughed at me saying i wouldn't care what dad or mom thought. Iono why that hurt so much but it did.
iono what up with me lately, i guess i just keep thinking about how alone i am here, and how i really need to get out. there's few people that really know me and i feel like that my fault...bah iono...im so strange.
on a happier note, im so glad that the senoir girls are finally getting to all know eachother. It's something that should have happened a while ago, but at least its happening now. oh, and i've decided that I'm going to design my own prom dress!!!! bah!
ok that's a long enough firstpost...at least i think it is....im gonna have to get used to this thing...
so i've been thinking a lot today. Its wierd how things are. Ever since I was little, my dad always traveled, but for some reason, this is the first year that its really bothered me. Iono y? maybe its because he keeps missing my performances in both theatre and choir, or maybe its because he's not once going to go with me to visit colleges. No matter how different we are, I love my dad so much. He's my best friend, and always tells me how it is. A few weeks ago, when my sister was here, we were all talking in the car about weddings and junk. And I said that no matter what, the guy I want to be with has to get my dad's permission otherwise i wont marry him...and they laughed at me saying i wouldn't care what dad or mom thought. Iono why that hurt so much but it did.
iono what up with me lately, i guess i just keep thinking about how alone i am here, and how i really need to get out. there's few people that really know me and i feel like that my fault...bah iono...im so strange.
on a happier note, im so glad that the senoir girls are finally getting to all know eachother. It's something that should have happened a while ago, but at least its happening now. oh, and i've decided that I'm going to design my own prom dress!!!! bah!
ok that's a long enough firstpost...at least i think it is....im gonna have to get used to this thing...