last concert
it was my last concert tonight. and i cried, twice. the first time was right offstage, i was at the point where i wasn't going to cry, and then nicole said 'melissaahh' and i started crying. then erinne started, then laura. and then i cried again when i heard richard say to piazza, 'thanks for five years'.
thats when it hit me.
its over.
i didnt want it to end, but it has. and its been an amazing 5 years. i dont know where to start the list, and i cant sum it up very easily. well yes i can and here goes, band was the best thing that ever happened to me. its done so many things for me. it boosted my confidence, gave me friends, broke me out of my shell. i dont know what im going to do next year without it.
we threw up our two's before the curtain opened.
and now im crying again.
thats when it hit me.
its over.
i didnt want it to end, but it has. and its been an amazing 5 years. i dont know where to start the list, and i cant sum it up very easily. well yes i can and here goes, band was the best thing that ever happened to me. its done so many things for me. it boosted my confidence, gave me friends, broke me out of my shell. i dont know what im going to do next year without it.
we threw up our two's before the curtain opened.
and now im crying again.