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I need a swift kick in the ass.
Found out there was shady biz going on with Michael toward the end of our relationship.
Can't get it out of my head.
I feel like a fool because I was more than nice and friendly to his ROOMMATE, who he apparently made out with on New Year's and then proceeded to never tell me. (Scratch that. Not only did he not tell me, he LIED to me when I asked him about whether or not he had done anything with other girls.)
Sure I 100% lied to him about a guy too. But he flipped out on me when he found out and said the most horrible things that anyone has ever said to me. When the entire time, he had been lying to me also, ABOUT HIS FUCKING ROOMMATE.
I made her dinner multiple times.
I made her breakfast.
I bought her beer.
I drank with her.
I laughed with her.
I tried to make her feel welcome in that apartment when she first moved in.
FUCK THAT.
I fucking hate people.
I feel like such a fucking fool.
She was probably laughing at me the whole god damn time.
Not to mention one of my supposed best friends probably knew.
I'm graduating fucking college in 2 months.
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I'M IN HIGH SCHOOL?
Honestly? Really? REALLY? The amount of gossip, hooking up, and general shadiness, not to mention public name-calling and shit talking is beyond me.
This is fucking ridiculous.
And honestly, the entire city of Albany can drop off the fucking face of the earth and my life would be a lot better.
I'm tired of upset posts on here. I want a fucking happy one soon.
Found out there was shady biz going on with Michael toward the end of our relationship.
Can't get it out of my head.
I feel like a fool because I was more than nice and friendly to his ROOMMATE, who he apparently made out with on New Year's and then proceeded to never tell me. (Scratch that. Not only did he not tell me, he LIED to me when I asked him about whether or not he had done anything with other girls.)
Sure I 100% lied to him about a guy too. But he flipped out on me when he found out and said the most horrible things that anyone has ever said to me. When the entire time, he had been lying to me also, ABOUT HIS FUCKING ROOMMATE.
I made her dinner multiple times.
I made her breakfast.
I bought her beer.
I drank with her.
I laughed with her.
I tried to make her feel welcome in that apartment when she first moved in.
FUCK THAT.
I fucking hate people.
I feel like such a fucking fool.
She was probably laughing at me the whole god damn time.
Not to mention one of my supposed best friends probably knew.
I'm graduating fucking college in 2 months.
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I'M IN HIGH SCHOOL?
Honestly? Really? REALLY? The amount of gossip, hooking up, and general shadiness, not to mention public name-calling and shit talking is beyond me.
This is fucking ridiculous.
And honestly, the entire city of Albany can drop off the fucking face of the earth and my life would be a lot better.
I'm tired of upset posts on here. I want a fucking happy one soon.