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Apparently neither Michael nor I can live without each other without going absolutely crazy.
What the hell.
Why don't we just get the fuck back together.
It's so frustrating. He says he wants me in his life. He just doesnt want to be in a relationship. He's always thinking about me, secretly wanting me to call, text, or sleep over. But we both know it's not smart. He has anxiety attacks sometimes. I have bad days too.
Also, our friends are kind of making a bigger deal about things than we are. It's sort of creating drama. People not wanting to take sides and things, are kind of just causing more problems. We're adults. We can handle it if you want to hang out with one of us and not the other one night.
I wish people would just be normal. It's not the end of the world.
I want to be with him. If we can just go back to being as amazing as we used to be, I would be with him for a long, long time.
I need to stop thinking these things.
What the hell.
Why don't we just get the fuck back together.
It's so frustrating. He says he wants me in his life. He just doesnt want to be in a relationship. He's always thinking about me, secretly wanting me to call, text, or sleep over. But we both know it's not smart. He has anxiety attacks sometimes. I have bad days too.
Also, our friends are kind of making a bigger deal about things than we are. It's sort of creating drama. People not wanting to take sides and things, are kind of just causing more problems. We're adults. We can handle it if you want to hang out with one of us and not the other one night.
I wish people would just be normal. It's not the end of the world.
I want to be with him. If we can just go back to being as amazing as we used to be, I would be with him for a long, long time.
I need to stop thinking these things.