end the misery all ready
ok- so week one of school down and melissa status: still home. life really sucks right because i'm stuck in this hell hole called home and quite honestly, i can't stand it. I can't stand my mom, i can't stand the actual house i can't even stand the fucking town anymore. All of my friends are at school... sure you know classes and homework suck... but it's way better than being trapped here. I'm so stressed out about this whole thing to the point i can't eat without feeling or even being sick, i can't sleep and really haven't in over a week, and i'm a total bitch from a mixture of all of thee above. it kind of feels like my house has become a prison now and there's honestly no escape from it at all, i can't even be alone for more than 5 minutes. AHH. so yeah not even being at school i have a crapload of homework already to do for a class i haven't even gone to yet, but i also can't do because i don't have the fucking book, not to mention the whole damn thing is in SPANISH so it'll take me hours to do. i just really hate life right now and i want to just quit it.