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so accordingly i have an attitude problem lately and i can tell it's there because i've been really cranky lately and i just don't want to deal with people anymore. Last night i seriously had the biggest break down ever between accidently dying my hair black and my stupid bank account getting messed up. Then mom and dad said that they'd get me a different color hair dye today and that dad would do my hair today and i said ok. Well, sure enough i come home from work and mom and dad tell me that they were going on a "date" tonight and that i was going to be babysitting and that they had been planning this all week and had informed me previously, although i can't remember ever getting told that i was babysitting tonight, but they promised to bring me back some hair dye so that i can fix my hair, since i can't look at it with out wanting to cry because it's that bad. Sure enough they came home without the hair dye, but tipsy with a bunch of bikinis for mom. yeah whatever. and they told me that i'd have to wait until sunday to get the dye and to do it. I honestly don't want to wait that long because i don't like my hair at all and i just have to change it ASAP.
So mom and dad have been really irritating me lately and i just can't wait to leave the house and go back to school. i really miss being on my own without them making their empty promises to me. I don't know why i always fall for them, but i do and it always ends the same way, with me being hurt and crying. I honestly just think i'm over tired, but i don't know and i'm on the verge of crying as i type this and i just want to go to bed yet i think i wouldn't be able to go to sleep even if i tried to. well i guess i'll see what happens.
so accordingly i have an attitude problem lately and i can tell it's there because i've been really cranky lately and i just don't want to deal with people anymore. Last night i seriously had the biggest break down ever between accidently dying my hair black and my stupid bank account getting messed up. Then mom and dad said that they'd get me a different color hair dye today and that dad would do my hair today and i said ok. Well, sure enough i come home from work and mom and dad tell me that they were going on a "date" tonight and that i was going to be babysitting and that they had been planning this all week and had informed me previously, although i can't remember ever getting told that i was babysitting tonight, but they promised to bring me back some hair dye so that i can fix my hair, since i can't look at it with out wanting to cry because it's that bad. Sure enough they came home without the hair dye, but tipsy with a bunch of bikinis for mom. yeah whatever. and they told me that i'd have to wait until sunday to get the dye and to do it. I honestly don't want to wait that long because i don't like my hair at all and i just have to change it ASAP.
So mom and dad have been really irritating me lately and i just can't wait to leave the house and go back to school. i really miss being on my own without them making their empty promises to me. I don't know why i always fall for them, but i do and it always ends the same way, with me being hurt and crying. I honestly just think i'm over tired, but i don't know and i'm on the verge of crying as i type this and i just want to go to bed yet i think i wouldn't be able to go to sleep even if i tried to. well i guess i'll see what happens.