id do anything if i could bring you back.

[melissawilk]

i miss my dad. i cant wait until he's back in the country for good. that way i can just call him whenever i want and talk to him.

lastnight i went to bed with a headache and oh.. what now? i still have a headache. i wish i had an on/off switch for my brain that i could hit right now to turn it off. lastnight i came to the conclusion that since all that garbage happened with mr. fruit when it comes to me being interested in a guy and things start to take off i sit there and wait for the disappointment to come and let me down and i get hurt. i hate this. i need to get over it. i guess this is just part of life.. you live and you learn and get headaches. great!

melody and kyle and myself went grocery shopping lastnight. it was fun. kyle kept making us laugh. he lost his cart and then he would leave his cart sitting in the middle of an aisle. and then he had two rolls of john wayne toilet paper that melody and i tried to tell him to put back and we would just give him two rolls of our toilet paper. okay.. you all think we are nuts now. that's okay.

i think im gonna go try to find myself a pair of khaki shorts. bye.