dammit

May 07, 2007 09:37

Bleh.. I'm in depression mode. Well maybe not so much depressed, just really really sad.

I went home this weekend to the coast to watch the dogs for my parents. Suzie and Rebel were sick the whole time and Harley, my siberian husky wouldn't take his medicine for anything and didn't want to eat. So I get home yesterday and my mom calls. She asked me if Rebel had been acting different. I told her how he threw up a couple times and was walking like he hurt at one point, but that otherwise he played and seemed ok. Apparently after he ate last night he threw up about 6 times and didn't want to play so my mom was taking him to work (the vet) today to get blood work on him. Well my phone rings at 7:30 this morning when I was getting ready for work. I figured it was just my mom giving me an update on how Rebel was doing. Well, it was my mom, but it wasn't about Rebel. Harley took a turn for the worse last night and this morning my mom had to have him put to sleep. This is the second time that has happened. I've gone home and spent one last time with the dogs and then one of them dies the day I come back here. The same thing happened with Dixie just a few months ago. I feel so bad because I was kinda being rough with Harley trying to get him to take his pills a couple times. I know it's not my fault, I just wish it could have been different. We've had him since I was 6... Blah, anyway, my mom hurt her back in the process of picking him up to put him in the car. I hope she's ok. As for Rebel, we're waiting on the blood work to see what's up with him. We think he might be having kidney problems.

I was already kind of sad when I left the coast this time. Things just aren't the same down there.. and no I don't mean from Katrina. I always used to love going home to spend time with my friends, and now, it's just not the same. I really need to get out and meet new people. I'm not saying I don't want my other friends anymore. They're still my best friends, always will be. I love them to death. We're just growing up and all have our own things going on. As for Miranda, her relationship is getting in the way of her friendships. Oh well though. I want to stay as close to them as possible, I just don't ever get to see them and barely ever talk to them. I get lonely. I'm just glad I have Dennon.. I don't know what I'd do without him. Speaking of friends.. Miranda just called. She asked why my mom ran out the door w/Harley this morning.. so I told her. She was just like.. "Oh.. anyway." That's kind of upsetting.. out of everyone.. she should know how much those dogs mean to me. ::Sigh::

I'm done complaining now.
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