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Bleh. I need a girl friend. Like one that's here with me. I mean, I've got the BEST friends someone could ask for... four and a half hours away. I need someone here that I can talk to about anything, go shopping with, etc. Yea, I've got Michael and Dennon that I tell everything to. But I really don't think they want to hear it most of the time. Besides, it's just not the same. Vanessa's here. That's great of course. We do on walks sometimes and talk about everything, but she's busy a lot as well. And she's going to be gone in December. =\
I was really hoping after meeting Dennon's roommates that one of them, Yancy Beth, and I could be friends. Hah. I've never been so wrong. I have NEVER had anyone treat me as poorly as she does. I don't hate her, and I'm not going to say anything to Dennon about it, but he has to see that she treats me like complete crap. He cares a lot about her though since she's his best friends fiance and all, so I really don't want to start anything. I'll have to give it a little longer and see if I can't make him care more about me than her.. haha. But yea, I just have the hardest time going over to their apartment and stuff. I always want to start crying. Normally, I would have already lost it and had some words with her. I guess I'm keeping my mouth shut so I won't upset Dennon? Yes.. Melissa is letting someone treat her like crap for the sake of a boy. You think I like him just a little?
Heh.. now that I got totally off subject, back to what I started this for. (I ended in a preposition! Oh nooO!) I really need to get out and meet some new people.. girls especially. There are a few girls that I talk to from my classes.. but none that it's been like, "hey, let's hang out sometime." And I met some of Dennon's girl friends this past weekend, but I have a feeling YB said something to them or something, because they were all really stand-offish (as Michael put it).
Blah.. I don't know. I need to be more socially active next year I suppose. How things are now seems to be the exact opposite of how things were in high school. I don't do anything anymore. I'm just a lazy bum. That's going to have to change.
Alright.. have about an hour 'til my physics test. EEP!
I was really hoping after meeting Dennon's roommates that one of them, Yancy Beth, and I could be friends. Hah. I've never been so wrong. I have NEVER had anyone treat me as poorly as she does. I don't hate her, and I'm not going to say anything to Dennon about it, but he has to see that she treats me like complete crap. He cares a lot about her though since she's his best friends fiance and all, so I really don't want to start anything. I'll have to give it a little longer and see if I can't make him care more about me than her.. haha. But yea, I just have the hardest time going over to their apartment and stuff. I always want to start crying. Normally, I would have already lost it and had some words with her. I guess I'm keeping my mouth shut so I won't upset Dennon? Yes.. Melissa is letting someone treat her like crap for the sake of a boy. You think I like him just a little?
Heh.. now that I got totally off subject, back to what I started this for. (I ended in a preposition! Oh nooO!) I really need to get out and meet some new people.. girls especially. There are a few girls that I talk to from my classes.. but none that it's been like, "hey, let's hang out sometime." And I met some of Dennon's girl friends this past weekend, but I have a feeling YB said something to them or something, because they were all really stand-offish (as Michael put it).
Blah.. I don't know. I need to be more socially active next year I suppose. How things are now seems to be the exact opposite of how things were in high school. I don't do anything anymore. I'm just a lazy bum. That's going to have to change.
Alright.. have about an hour 'til my physics test. EEP!