euch
IM just getting really frustrated with school
I feel like everyone looks down thier noses at me
even though I have the same skill levels, some better, than them
but for some reason I am not good enough
Like someome dressed up in a cape and a darth vader costume
AWESOME
Me as a dead girl with movie-quality scars and makeup
no comment
and just you can see people staring at you thinking
"what the hell is she doing"
I hate knowing that everyone is judging me and I am not comming up to scratch in thier eyes
YEAH
Im sorry Im not a movie star, Im frumpy and lumpy and what the hell would you like me to do about it? I Know Im no bombshell, its not like I walk around with my nose in the air and my shirt cut down to my bellybutton like some of the other Mus Majors, I am aware of how I look.
Im sorry I dont know the right things to say all the time, I never have, I never will.
Im sorry that I find stupid things amusing, at least I know how to laugh.
its better than going through life putting others down and judging them baised on shallow concepts
If thats what I need to do to fit in there,
you can all fuck off
seriously
every freind I have made has been from a differnt department, with the exception of Amanda B,
I was under the impression that in order to even be matriculated in the Mus Ed program
you had to have
GRADUATED from HIGHSCHOOL
I am just so frustrated
why are people like that
How could I have missed the "bitch" lectures in highschool?
I am tired of being an outcast in my own freaking department
I am tired of being alone
Im just tired
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUHG!
I feel like everyone looks down thier noses at me
even though I have the same skill levels, some better, than them
but for some reason I am not good enough
Like someome dressed up in a cape and a darth vader costume
AWESOME
Me as a dead girl with movie-quality scars and makeup
no comment
and just you can see people staring at you thinking
"what the hell is she doing"
I hate knowing that everyone is judging me and I am not comming up to scratch in thier eyes
YEAH
Im sorry Im not a movie star, Im frumpy and lumpy and what the hell would you like me to do about it? I Know Im no bombshell, its not like I walk around with my nose in the air and my shirt cut down to my bellybutton like some of the other Mus Majors, I am aware of how I look.
Im sorry I dont know the right things to say all the time, I never have, I never will.
Im sorry that I find stupid things amusing, at least I know how to laugh.
its better than going through life putting others down and judging them baised on shallow concepts
If thats what I need to do to fit in there,
you can all fuck off
seriously
every freind I have made has been from a differnt department, with the exception of Amanda B,
I was under the impression that in order to even be matriculated in the Mus Ed program
you had to have
GRADUATED from HIGHSCHOOL
I am just so frustrated
why are people like that
How could I have missed the "bitch" lectures in highschool?
I am tired of being an outcast in my own freaking department
I am tired of being alone
Im just tired
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUHG!