oh the way the world twists my imagination.
have you ever liked someone who you really shouldn't like? i mean...what are the chances? it couldn't possibly work. she
probably doesn't even feel the same. or maybe she does...i dont know. this is crazy. the sun shining through the window is
frying my brain. not to mention my skin. ugh. damn it. i can't get her out of my head. she always knows what i'm feeling. she
knows what to say. she knows when there's nothing to say. we can have a conversation for hours without saying anything.
this is so stupid. i'm stupid. like anyone that great would have any interest in me. i'm not that lucky. i just wish she would read
this and hope it's about her. just like i do. i want her to feel butterflies. because that would be beautiful. the sky is chasing me
away. i beg it to let me feel infinite for one more day. it tells me to watch something else. it's tired of having to serve my purpose.