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I've been really stressed about school lately. My OCD has gotten really bad this past month and my mom called the doctor. She said it was most likely because of the stress. I was getting easy A's in Spanish History and Math. Then Spanish I missed a class and it mustve been a really important class because now I feel really behind. History is just getting annoying and the teacher made us read a book in 2 days and do 2 worksheets about it. My math class is really easy but then I went to do 2 of the homeworks and couldn't figure out how to do them so I lost my confidense. My History and Psych teachers are really aggrivating me. Adolescent Psychology is a really hard class with a lot of information to memorize. And to make it worse, my teacher is a really hard teacher and doesn't do a good job teaching us because all she does is focus on participation so we usually just go off on tangents and talk about stuff that's not gonna be on the test. 1/5th of the grade is participation and after the last test we had she told me I should get a 30/50. I was so angry because one of my friends in the class got 50/50 and I know she participates less than me. So I put in my agenda all the dates from then to the end of the year and I write down every time she participates and every time I participate so that I have prove... not the the bitch would change the grade because of that. I came to the conclusion that she gave me a bad participation grade because I sit next to Edwin in the back. I never talk to him during class but she probably thinks it's a distraction whether it is or not. And I wasn't doing too well on test grades and she told me that she believes that test grades reflect participation so to prove her theory she probably gives me lower participation points. She's getting old. I hope she retires soon. I've noticed that the older teachers that are about to retire either became really good teachers or really bad ones. It seems to usually not be in the middle.
Anyways, Tomorrow Mark and I are waiting outside of Walmart all day so that we can get him a Nintendo Wii. Walmart is closing at 11pm and it'll reopen at 12am to sell them. Supposedly it's first come first serve. It better be if we're gonna be waiting out there all day. We have pop and candy. We'll probably go walk there at around 2 to check out if anyone is waiting yet. I'm at my dad's house and the Walmart luckly is only a short walk away so we can walk back easily if nobody is waiting yet. I should bring homework or something... but in those types of situations (waiting for concerts usually) I always think I could do tons of things but just can't focus. I don't know. Mark and I are definitely bring our Nintendo DSs to play. Edwin might come to wait with us. I have a great boyfriend :)
Speaking of Edwin... He works at BJs which is by my house, so usually when he gets out of work he stops by for a little while. It's nice to be able to see him like that even if we can't hang out a long time. It never seems like it's enough time when I'm with him so what's the difference.
I watched the movie Rent today to get ready for the musical. I'm going to see it at the Rochester Auditorium Theatre and I'm sooooo excited! I'm going with Kim and her mom and Abuelita. My mom was supposed to go but she's going to Ryan's wedding that day so we have an extra ticket. I think we're gonna have Mark go. I haven't gotten a chance to tell Kim yet. I feel bad.
I only have 7 more days of classes for the semester. I really need a break. Next semester I'm taking Astronomy, Mythology, English 101, Philosophy, and Music 101. I want to audition for the musical but I probably won't get in because it's The Fantastics which I'm pretty sure has a small cast and lots of acting (I like the musicals that have more singing than acting). Also, I auditioned for it in hight school and didn't make it in. It was 9th grade though. I don't know. I guess I should be positive.
Sleep time... I need to get some rest so I can wait all day tomorrow without doing much.
Anyways, Tomorrow Mark and I are waiting outside of Walmart all day so that we can get him a Nintendo Wii. Walmart is closing at 11pm and it'll reopen at 12am to sell them. Supposedly it's first come first serve. It better be if we're gonna be waiting out there all day. We have pop and candy. We'll probably go walk there at around 2 to check out if anyone is waiting yet. I'm at my dad's house and the Walmart luckly is only a short walk away so we can walk back easily if nobody is waiting yet. I should bring homework or something... but in those types of situations (waiting for concerts usually) I always think I could do tons of things but just can't focus. I don't know. Mark and I are definitely bring our Nintendo DSs to play. Edwin might come to wait with us. I have a great boyfriend :)
Speaking of Edwin... He works at BJs which is by my house, so usually when he gets out of work he stops by for a little while. It's nice to be able to see him like that even if we can't hang out a long time. It never seems like it's enough time when I'm with him so what's the difference.
I watched the movie Rent today to get ready for the musical. I'm going to see it at the Rochester Auditorium Theatre and I'm sooooo excited! I'm going with Kim and her mom and Abuelita. My mom was supposed to go but she's going to Ryan's wedding that day so we have an extra ticket. I think we're gonna have Mark go. I haven't gotten a chance to tell Kim yet. I feel bad.
I only have 7 more days of classes for the semester. I really need a break. Next semester I'm taking Astronomy, Mythology, English 101, Philosophy, and Music 101. I want to audition for the musical but I probably won't get in because it's The Fantastics which I'm pretty sure has a small cast and lots of acting (I like the musicals that have more singing than acting). Also, I auditioned for it in hight school and didn't make it in. It was 9th grade though. I don't know. I guess I should be positive.
Sleep time... I need to get some rest so I can wait all day tomorrow without doing much.