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I'm sick. But I refuse to miss any more school. I want an 85% average so I gotta work hard and go even if I'm sick like this.
I'm starting to doubt myself with being a Spanish major. I just think I'm never gonna get it.. The language just isn't going to sink in. I really hope it does though cuz I don't really have a back up.
Every time I think i figure out what I wanna do with college my dad confuses me... he always throws in other college names and majors and such to throw me off. I like having a plan... and he always screws up the plan. ugh! I want to be a Spanish major with adolescent education with a minor in music... and I would like to finish it either in the normal four years or AT MOST an extra semester. I want to go to Naz... I think it's best for me because I feel comfortable there, It's a good school, it's a good teaching school, it has a good study abroad program, and I could minor in music there. The only thing I don't really like about it is there aren't many parties... but I can change that! So I just have to tell my dad that he needs to deal with me going there and being a spanish major. :) susie told me that.
Febuary break is over... which sucks. But I don't mind school that much so I'm not really upset about it. I still need to find a job which is what I was supposed to do the past week.
I went to The Starting Line concert.. Melissa and I drove to Niagara to visit Kim and go to the concert. The concert was amazing and I got a pic from the guitarist.. or bass... I dno.. ANyway, we were front row of course. I still with Edwin could've been there but oh well... I'm sure there wil, be another one. This was at least the 5th time I've seen TSL in concert and they just keep getting better and better! It was one of the most awesome concerts I've been to.. and I've been to A LOT!
Today I hung out with Edwin basically the whole day. The last few days I've felt like crap and haven't wanted to do anything.. but when I saw Edwin today I felt so much better. Then, after I left I realized how sick I was again. Somehow being with him made me forget about being sick for the most part. I love Edwin so much. And everytime I'm with him I realize it more and more. I think it's because I get to know more about him everytime I hang out with him and I love everything about him. I've never known a guy like him and I'm sooooo lucky I have him (haha and I know he's gonna be reading this so I have say it 1000 times how much I love the boy!) I wanna be with him forever. Maybe that's naive... maybe not. I dno. I hope not. I just can't see us ever not getting along and loving each other as much as we do now. I love him... did I say that already? Oh well. I love him :)
-Melissa
I'm starting to doubt myself with being a Spanish major. I just think I'm never gonna get it.. The language just isn't going to sink in. I really hope it does though cuz I don't really have a back up.
Every time I think i figure out what I wanna do with college my dad confuses me... he always throws in other college names and majors and such to throw me off. I like having a plan... and he always screws up the plan. ugh! I want to be a Spanish major with adolescent education with a minor in music... and I would like to finish it either in the normal four years or AT MOST an extra semester. I want to go to Naz... I think it's best for me because I feel comfortable there, It's a good school, it's a good teaching school, it has a good study abroad program, and I could minor in music there. The only thing I don't really like about it is there aren't many parties... but I can change that! So I just have to tell my dad that he needs to deal with me going there and being a spanish major. :) susie told me that.
Febuary break is over... which sucks. But I don't mind school that much so I'm not really upset about it. I still need to find a job which is what I was supposed to do the past week.
I went to The Starting Line concert.. Melissa and I drove to Niagara to visit Kim and go to the concert. The concert was amazing and I got a pic from the guitarist.. or bass... I dno.. ANyway, we were front row of course. I still with Edwin could've been there but oh well... I'm sure there wil, be another one. This was at least the 5th time I've seen TSL in concert and they just keep getting better and better! It was one of the most awesome concerts I've been to.. and I've been to A LOT!
Today I hung out with Edwin basically the whole day. The last few days I've felt like crap and haven't wanted to do anything.. but when I saw Edwin today I felt so much better. Then, after I left I realized how sick I was again. Somehow being with him made me forget about being sick for the most part. I love Edwin so much. And everytime I'm with him I realize it more and more. I think it's because I get to know more about him everytime I hang out with him and I love everything about him. I've never known a guy like him and I'm sooooo lucky I have him (haha and I know he's gonna be reading this so I have say it 1000 times how much I love the boy!) I wanna be with him forever. Maybe that's naive... maybe not. I dno. I hope not. I just can't see us ever not getting along and loving each other as much as we do now. I love him... did I say that already? Oh well. I love him :)
-Melissa