Feb 16, 2005 22:36
i dont update in this because i dont leave it in my info or anything of people to read just for me and my friends or w.e. but anyway umm a lot has happened and im not gonna even talk about all that. this entry is just about a whole bunch of shit. so many people are fake and act for people. even when it comes to things people do they like feel like they have to cover it up because God forbid someone didnt agree. and i think its bull shit. like i think people do that to protect themselves because its not even them getting hurt when people dont like them its some artifical person they created based on themselves. i watch the girls who wind up falling into not even having a personality or style. its like " my has to be straight and i have to be thin and i have to be on the cheer team or the whole world will just end". and girls worry sooo much about having guys and get sooo jelous. when it comes down to it who gives a fuck your a teenager dont worry about falling in love have fun. I dont believe the majority of people who claim to be " in love" even are, i believe there in love with how they feel around the person but not the person themselves. So many girls are so insecure even some of the ones i believe are most beautiful and to be honest i dont think the fake girls with a pound of makeup on are pretty. i believe there attractive but prettiness isnt just a look but a personality and a whole package. Being true to yourself is the most beautiful thing you can do in my eyes. okay yadda yadda yadda saying all this probaly wont be shit so im just gonna stop. i dont wanna seem like im lecturing but thats how i think it is . k peaceee
melissa celic