dont wake me up i am still dreaming
So I'm at work and I have been here all day and I have only helped one person do their taxes, but I really don't care because what's better than getting paid for doing nothing?
I am so bored & I hate Tmobile tech support yeahhh! 1 more hour until I get to leave this place and go to the gym and runn! Lately I have had so much energy at night and I don't know why. Uhh. I have my wisdom teeth thing tomorrow and I get them pulled in like 3 weeks. NOOO. & I'm hanging out with my godmother tomorrow night, we're going out to dinner and catching up on everything & talking about my graduation & how I don't talk to 75% of my family because everyones lost their minds. DISFUNCTIONAL! As much as I don't talk about how my family is it really does bother me alot. Families aren't suppose to be total strangers. I don't care what happened, who called who what, who pissed off who. I didn't do anything so why take it out on us too? I use to not care but now that I'm graduating and getting out of this place I'm starting to care. My mom's side of the family is so messed up and I can't stand it. I was talking to my mom about my graduation party in July because I want to see everyone. I told her that I'm sending out invitations to everyone in my family and she wasn't too happy. I have a cousin who is a year younger than me and I honestly don't even remember how old I was since the last time I saw her. I have an aunt who lives legit 2 minutes from my house and I never see her, and some people I have never even met. My godmother is the only person who has put in any sort of effort and I appreciate that. And I don't care I'm sending out an invite to everyone, we'll see what happens. UGH.
I love how I just go on random outbursts about everything, my hands just type what I think in my mind. Whatever because it's really how I feel and it's all real. I'm going to go finish doing a whole lot of nothing now.
I am so bored & I hate Tmobile tech support yeahhh! 1 more hour until I get to leave this place and go to the gym and runn! Lately I have had so much energy at night and I don't know why. Uhh. I have my wisdom teeth thing tomorrow and I get them pulled in like 3 weeks. NOOO. & I'm hanging out with my godmother tomorrow night, we're going out to dinner and catching up on everything & talking about my graduation & how I don't talk to 75% of my family because everyones lost their minds. DISFUNCTIONAL! As much as I don't talk about how my family is it really does bother me alot. Families aren't suppose to be total strangers. I don't care what happened, who called who what, who pissed off who. I didn't do anything so why take it out on us too? I use to not care but now that I'm graduating and getting out of this place I'm starting to care. My mom's side of the family is so messed up and I can't stand it. I was talking to my mom about my graduation party in July because I want to see everyone. I told her that I'm sending out invitations to everyone in my family and she wasn't too happy. I have a cousin who is a year younger than me and I honestly don't even remember how old I was since the last time I saw her. I have an aunt who lives legit 2 minutes from my house and I never see her, and some people I have never even met. My godmother is the only person who has put in any sort of effort and I appreciate that. And I don't care I'm sending out an invite to everyone, we'll see what happens. UGH.
I love how I just go on random outbursts about everything, my hands just type what I think in my mind. Whatever because it's really how I feel and it's all real. I'm going to go finish doing a whole lot of nothing now.