Christmas Eve
Today was full of so many emotions I don't even know where to begin. Last night after a family Christmas party I went to Nashua to say my goodbyes to Ryan. The entire night I was so sad but I was happy at the same time because he was still here. Walking around with him hand in hand when we were getting stuff for Iraq was the strangest feeling, knowing that someone you care about so much will be gone for that amount of time is hard. I stayed at his house for the night and woke up around 5ish to him packing his stuff to go :( Seeing him put on his uniform and get ready to go back to Iraq made me cry like a little baby. But the hardest thing out of it was saying the final goodbye. I tried to not cry but that didn't work out too well. I told him that I'll see him soon, to be safe and sent him my love. Then I cried the entire time home. It's just all sadd. I hope July comes quick.
Then to make my day even better I worked 11-6 and had to deal with cheap bastards who don't understand what the term SOLD OUT means. Suprisingly work went by quick. Now I'm home about to open stuff. But I can't get in a good mood :( I need this vacation more than anything.
MxSenesix: telepathically transport yourself here
ryanisdevine: hah if i could i would never be in the army
MxSenesix: where would you be!??
ryanisdevine: everywhere youll be
I miss you already Ryan ♥
Then to make my day even better I worked 11-6 and had to deal with cheap bastards who don't understand what the term SOLD OUT means. Suprisingly work went by quick. Now I'm home about to open stuff. But I can't get in a good mood :( I need this vacation more than anything.
MxSenesix: telepathically transport yourself here
ryanisdevine: hah if i could i would never be in the army
MxSenesix: where would you be!??
ryanisdevine: everywhere youll be
I miss you already Ryan ♥