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weekends... okay i guess
thinking a lot which kinda hurts my head
ugh... samanthas always going out with her friends and i thought this weekend since rachel wouldn't be home cause shes on the band trip to boston i thought that me and samantha would be able to hang out the wholee weekend just the two of us but every chance i got she was always out with her friends or didn't wanna hang out with me so i asked her if she wanted to go to the mall or movies or just hang out and she never wants to do anything! tonight i have no plans cause i wanted to hang out with her but shes going to justin's house to be with him and now i have to stay home alone. i could have asked somebody else to do something but i didn't cause i wanted to spend time with samantha but she doesn't wanna spend time with me and by now everyone else has plans so i have nothing to do tonight and i'm gonna have to stay home alone cause my parents have a bar mitzvah to go to. uggh this all sucks! i hate it
and since i don't have a car or anything i can't go anywhere even by myself so i thought maybe i could go out to dinner with samantha to our favorite place where we always go [sakura sushi] and we could just talk and have dinner together and that would be fun! then she could drop me off at the house and she can go out and do whatever she wanted to do she could go out to justins house! and i would be fine with that. i just wanted to spend a little time with her for fun cause ever since she got a car shes never home and now that shes 17 i guess she would never wanna hang out with her little 13 year old sister.
well if i look on the bright side we're babysitting karen's dog beethoven so i can hang out with him and my other 2 very dull boring dogs all night. theres something to look forward to...=\
the only thing i'm excited for in the near future is going to camp and i still have to wait like 72 days to go to camp! grrr
i have a very boring night to get started... yyeyyyyy!
thinking a lot which kinda hurts my head
ugh... samanthas always going out with her friends and i thought this weekend since rachel wouldn't be home cause shes on the band trip to boston i thought that me and samantha would be able to hang out the wholee weekend just the two of us but every chance i got she was always out with her friends or didn't wanna hang out with me so i asked her if she wanted to go to the mall or movies or just hang out and she never wants to do anything! tonight i have no plans cause i wanted to hang out with her but shes going to justin's house to be with him and now i have to stay home alone. i could have asked somebody else to do something but i didn't cause i wanted to spend time with samantha but she doesn't wanna spend time with me and by now everyone else has plans so i have nothing to do tonight and i'm gonna have to stay home alone cause my parents have a bar mitzvah to go to. uggh this all sucks! i hate it
and since i don't have a car or anything i can't go anywhere even by myself so i thought maybe i could go out to dinner with samantha to our favorite place where we always go [sakura sushi] and we could just talk and have dinner together and that would be fun! then she could drop me off at the house and she can go out and do whatever she wanted to do she could go out to justins house! and i would be fine with that. i just wanted to spend a little time with her for fun cause ever since she got a car shes never home and now that shes 17 i guess she would never wanna hang out with her little 13 year old sister.
well if i look on the bright side we're babysitting karen's dog beethoven so i can hang out with him and my other 2 very dull boring dogs all night. theres something to look forward to...=\
the only thing i'm excited for in the near future is going to camp and i still have to wait like 72 days to go to camp! grrr
i have a very boring night to get started... yyeyyyyy!