Mar 30, 2003 17:26
Look, I know everyone is trying to help out and put in their two cents, I appreciate it and whatever, but please just back off. Sure, most of it isn't directed towards me, but it's hinted. I get it that everyone wants to help, but I just need to do this on my own. I've been nothing but super nice and just went along for the ride and just dealt with everything that has been thrown my way. Well, fuck it! That obviously isn't working in my favor. So now I'm going to be selfish about this. Maybe then I'll feel respected and appreciated it. Hey, it works for other people, right? So, just leave me alone, because if I wanted it to be your business, I would have come directly to you and talked about it. That's it. Call me what you want, just make sure you say it to ME. Now I have no clue what is going to happen from now on.. I just want it all to end. That could be a good thing, could end up sucking, we'll see if Chris shows up tonight. I know nothing has changed.. and maybe that's the problem. Hmm.
Lastly, I'd like to say that I stand 100% behind Kathy. She has been nothing but nice to me and she has looked out for me more in this situation than I have been looking out for myself. Whatever she did, or said, or has done and said, I am totally behind her. No matter what she said or who she hurt. I <3 Kathy, and I'd be nothing but a door mat if it wasn't for her. If you have shit to say about her, then I'm involved. I hope she comes back to me soon.