Where We're Been Has Left Us Burnt..
Blah.
Slow day. Stayed in my room/bed for most of it. I only got out to go to the doctor. He made me laugh and smile a lot, so I'm glad I went. Uhmm.. what else is there? I'll just do the simple updates..
-Talked to mama Jen today. She and the baby are fine. He's now 8lbs,10oz, 20 inches long, and he's three weeks old on Saturday. (technically, today)
-Tara, my friend from the store, had her baby on Wed, March 26th. She had a girl, Donna Marie*whatever her BFs last name is*, she weighs 7lbs and 13 oz. Diane didn't tell me how tall she is. Tara and the baby are doing great. Yay Babies! Can't wait for the pics.
-Closure isn't as easy as I thought it would be. Plus, it hurts a lot more than I thought. Dammit.
-I really am not excited about going to this surprise party for my uncle tomorrow. It takes up my entire Saturday night, and I'm gonna be bored as hell. Maybe I'll catch a disease or something. Shouldn't depression be able to get you out of these things? Ugh.
-Blah.
-I made lime Jell-O! *yum* I can't wait to have some! I wish I had some vodka to add to it. :(
-I hate boys. Too much trouble. Making a pros and cons list makes me feel like a bad person. I'm not a bad person, dammit! Maybe that's my problem. Maybe in order to get respect I have to be mean and pretend I don;t care. *shrug* I don't have the answers to anything. I hate feeling shitty. Anyone else have the answers? Is it better to be alone and unhappy most of the time or attached and unhappy some of the time?
-My fault. No arguing.
-Quote: "Do you find it hard to believe that the one you been living for would cut your wrists to watch you bleed. You found that the truth is a lie and it makes you feel unwell."
-I hope I can get some sleep tonight. I could use a good 48 hours of solid, uninterrupted sleep. That will never happen, but it's a nice thought.
-I need company. :(
Slow day. Stayed in my room/bed for most of it. I only got out to go to the doctor. He made me laugh and smile a lot, so I'm glad I went. Uhmm.. what else is there? I'll just do the simple updates..
-Talked to mama Jen today. She and the baby are fine. He's now 8lbs,10oz, 20 inches long, and he's three weeks old on Saturday. (technically, today)
-Tara, my friend from the store, had her baby on Wed, March 26th. She had a girl, Donna Marie*whatever her BFs last name is*, she weighs 7lbs and 13 oz. Diane didn't tell me how tall she is. Tara and the baby are doing great. Yay Babies! Can't wait for the pics.
-Closure isn't as easy as I thought it would be. Plus, it hurts a lot more than I thought. Dammit.
-I really am not excited about going to this surprise party for my uncle tomorrow. It takes up my entire Saturday night, and I'm gonna be bored as hell. Maybe I'll catch a disease or something. Shouldn't depression be able to get you out of these things? Ugh.
-Blah.
-I made lime Jell-O! *yum* I can't wait to have some! I wish I had some vodka to add to it. :(
-I hate boys. Too much trouble. Making a pros and cons list makes me feel like a bad person. I'm not a bad person, dammit! Maybe that's my problem. Maybe in order to get respect I have to be mean and pretend I don;t care. *shrug* I don't have the answers to anything. I hate feeling shitty. Anyone else have the answers? Is it better to be alone and unhappy most of the time or attached and unhappy some of the time?
-My fault. No arguing.
-Quote: "Do you find it hard to believe that the one you been living for would cut your wrists to watch you bleed. You found that the truth is a lie and it makes you feel unwell."
-I hope I can get some sleep tonight. I could use a good 48 hours of solid, uninterrupted sleep. That will never happen, but it's a nice thought.
-I need company. :(