Take A Breath, Hold On Tight..
hi.
Whatever I took last night is totally kicking my ass today.
I took some sleeping pills cuz I just wanted to fall asleep as fast as possible. About a half hour after I took them my vision started to get all blurry and I was just zoned out. It was kinda cool. :P But, unfortunately, I woke up feeling just as bad, if not worse. I'm feeling so tired and so loopy right now. I feel like I'm not actually in my own body. I hate this feeling. :( Maybe if I ate something I'd feel better. Oh well. I should shower and get ready for the doctor now. *sigh*
1. What was the last meaningful thing you did? i don't think I've done anything meaningful in a while.
2. What was your first love like? He's a pain in my ass, I'll tell you that much. :P Nah, but he's a super duper guy.. I'm glad he's still my friend.
3. What do you wish you could tell your parents? anything, I guess. We're a family that doesn't talk about stuff.
4. What is the one thing you would never do, no matter how much you wanted to? kill someone
5. What are your favorite sounds? sometimes nothing at all. But I need noise, I need the sounds on the city.
6. How do you get over someone? It depends on how strongly I feel about them. It's never very eay. Not seeing them and talking to them for a while does help, though.
7. Do you like cartoons? hell yea!
8. Have you ever contemplated suicide? indeed
9. How old were you when you gave/received your first kiss? 12
10. How do you deal with anger? i usually get cranky and bitchy and mope around. Maybe I'll break something. :P
11. What is your opinion on bisexuality? yellow light!
12. In a perfect world, what would you be?: perfect?
13. How tall are you? 5'2"
14. Do you ever feel invisible? 75% of the time, yes
15. Would you be willing to go on Temptation Island? No way
16. Do you keep a journal? Just my LJ.
17. What is the most unusual gift you bought for somebody last Christmas? Hm.. I bought Jess the MaryKate and Ashley dolls. hehe.
18. Why do you fail? Because it's in my nature? Or I don't try hard enough, or maybe I try too hard.
19. Do you write snail mail to anyone or do you mostly email? Not really, Brian was the only one I used to write to.
20. How do you feel about pornography? Bring it on!
21. What is heaven like? no clue
22. What do you have on your walls? paint, pictures, posters, shelves
23. What is hell like? no clue
24. What is the most embarrassing CD in your collection? Mariah Carey? *shrugs*
25. What is in your fridge right now? food :P
26.What is your date and place of birth? 6-11-82, Mt. Sinai Hospital in Manhattan
27. If you could talk to yourself as a five year old for five seconds, what would you say? five seconds isn't a hell of a lot of time
28. If Satan appeared to you right now, what would he say? "Saddam, Why do you always want to have sex. Remember when you first arrived her we would stay up all night an talk."
29. What should people pay more attention to? Each other
30. Left handed or right? Right
31. What about you would surprise other people?: i'm crazy?
32. What is your favorite poem? I don't remember the name of it, some AA poem from a book my dad gave me.
33. What is a guilty pleasure you have? lima beans. :P haha, nah, I dunno what it is.
34. What book changed your life? James and the Giant Peach! hehe. Nah, I don't think any book has changed my life as of yet.
35. What's in your shower? shampoo, conditioner, body wash, a puff, razors, shaving gel, and a washcloth
Whatever I took last night is totally kicking my ass today.
I took some sleeping pills cuz I just wanted to fall asleep as fast as possible. About a half hour after I took them my vision started to get all blurry and I was just zoned out. It was kinda cool. :P But, unfortunately, I woke up feeling just as bad, if not worse. I'm feeling so tired and so loopy right now. I feel like I'm not actually in my own body. I hate this feeling. :( Maybe if I ate something I'd feel better. Oh well. I should shower and get ready for the doctor now. *sigh*
1. What was the last meaningful thing you did? i don't think I've done anything meaningful in a while.
2. What was your first love like? He's a pain in my ass, I'll tell you that much. :P Nah, but he's a super duper guy.. I'm glad he's still my friend.
3. What do you wish you could tell your parents? anything, I guess. We're a family that doesn't talk about stuff.
4. What is the one thing you would never do, no matter how much you wanted to? kill someone
5. What are your favorite sounds? sometimes nothing at all. But I need noise, I need the sounds on the city.
6. How do you get over someone? It depends on how strongly I feel about them. It's never very eay. Not seeing them and talking to them for a while does help, though.
7. Do you like cartoons? hell yea!
8. Have you ever contemplated suicide? indeed
9. How old were you when you gave/received your first kiss? 12
10. How do you deal with anger? i usually get cranky and bitchy and mope around. Maybe I'll break something. :P
11. What is your opinion on bisexuality? yellow light!
12. In a perfect world, what would you be?: perfect?
13. How tall are you? 5'2"
14. Do you ever feel invisible? 75% of the time, yes
15. Would you be willing to go on Temptation Island? No way
16. Do you keep a journal? Just my LJ.
17. What is the most unusual gift you bought for somebody last Christmas? Hm.. I bought Jess the MaryKate and Ashley dolls. hehe.
18. Why do you fail? Because it's in my nature? Or I don't try hard enough, or maybe I try too hard.
19. Do you write snail mail to anyone or do you mostly email? Not really, Brian was the only one I used to write to.
20. How do you feel about pornography? Bring it on!
21. What is heaven like? no clue
22. What do you have on your walls? paint, pictures, posters, shelves
23. What is hell like? no clue
24. What is the most embarrassing CD in your collection? Mariah Carey? *shrugs*
25. What is in your fridge right now? food :P
26.What is your date and place of birth? 6-11-82, Mt. Sinai Hospital in Manhattan
27. If you could talk to yourself as a five year old for five seconds, what would you say? five seconds isn't a hell of a lot of time
28. If Satan appeared to you right now, what would he say? "Saddam, Why do you always want to have sex. Remember when you first arrived her we would stay up all night an talk."
29. What should people pay more attention to? Each other
30. Left handed or right? Right
31. What about you would surprise other people?: i'm crazy?
32. What is your favorite poem? I don't remember the name of it, some AA poem from a book my dad gave me.
33. What is a guilty pleasure you have? lima beans. :P haha, nah, I dunno what it is.
34. What book changed your life? James and the Giant Peach! hehe. Nah, I don't think any book has changed my life as of yet.
35. What's in your shower? shampoo, conditioner, body wash, a puff, razors, shaving gel, and a washcloth