I Sit Around And Wonder Why...
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Hey, guess what? 5 months until my birthday! heheh. I promise I wont be overly annoying about it. But how many times does someone turn 21? heh.
Anyway, that's not really what this is about. So at about 11:30 Jean, my shrink, calls and said "Hey! Come in today at two!" So.. I went. hehe. I can pretty much walk perfectly now. Every once in a while the pain will kick in, but it's not that often. Anyway, so i walked over to her office. I haven't seen her in about three weeks, so we had a lot of catching up to do. We seemed to talk a lot about relationships and boys. We don't really do that very often. I told her I had seen Larry and we stuck on that for a while. She did a lot of comparing of Larry to my father, which I thought was silly, but good lord they have a lot in common. They both keep popping in and out my life and random times. They both only come running back to me when it;s convent for them and when they need something. Why? Because they both know I'll always be here waiting no matter what. I'm like old reliable. They say jump and I ask how high because I don't want to lose either of them again and I figure that if I do whatever they ask, then they'll stay around. Although, that never happens. I always lose to some other woman. I just keep taking all this crap and they don't seem to get the fact that it hurts. *sigh* Jean is such a smart lady. haha. So, we talked about that for a bit. We talked about how I think I'm going to be an old maid. :P I told her that I know I'm young, but I haven't had a significant relationship with anyone in.. well.. almost forever. hehe. It's been too damn long. My relationships never last very long, anyway. They become pointless at some point. I think I'm just doomed for life. Me and my cats, for the rest of our lives. Meh.. I'd rather have dogs. :P We tried to figure out what my problem is, and I honestly don't know. I'm just too screwed up. hehe. Oh well. I'll get used to it, I suppose.
Hey, guess what? 5 months until my birthday! heheh. I promise I wont be overly annoying about it. But how many times does someone turn 21? heh.
Anyway, that's not really what this is about. So at about 11:30 Jean, my shrink, calls and said "Hey! Come in today at two!" So.. I went. hehe. I can pretty much walk perfectly now. Every once in a while the pain will kick in, but it's not that often. Anyway, so i walked over to her office. I haven't seen her in about three weeks, so we had a lot of catching up to do. We seemed to talk a lot about relationships and boys. We don't really do that very often. I told her I had seen Larry and we stuck on that for a while. She did a lot of comparing of Larry to my father, which I thought was silly, but good lord they have a lot in common. They both keep popping in and out my life and random times. They both only come running back to me when it;s convent for them and when they need something. Why? Because they both know I'll always be here waiting no matter what. I'm like old reliable. They say jump and I ask how high because I don't want to lose either of them again and I figure that if I do whatever they ask, then they'll stay around. Although, that never happens. I always lose to some other woman. I just keep taking all this crap and they don't seem to get the fact that it hurts. *sigh* Jean is such a smart lady. haha. So, we talked about that for a bit. We talked about how I think I'm going to be an old maid. :P I told her that I know I'm young, but I haven't had a significant relationship with anyone in.. well.. almost forever. hehe. It's been too damn long. My relationships never last very long, anyway. They become pointless at some point. I think I'm just doomed for life. Me and my cats, for the rest of our lives. Meh.. I'd rather have dogs. :P We tried to figure out what my problem is, and I honestly don't know. I'm just too screwed up. hehe. Oh well. I'll get used to it, I suppose.