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[melissa3496]

i hate that im letting myself feel like this. it should not be hurting me as much as it is. after all, i am the one that told him he needed to let go and insisted we see other people. i just miss him so soo much..and i probably will for quite a while. but its time to move on, he obviously has.

Blindside was excellent tonight. minus those few moments where i would have given my life to be invisible. heh. but really, they put on a great show and so did showbread.

2 more days.