anyone there?
I rarely write in this... obviously... but it's funny because I've been going through old entries to make a book of stuff for Gabe - who I am MARRYING in a month and a half - crazy shit!!! It's funny because also, I can't believe some of the stuff I wrote in here public for the world to see... I also cant believe how dramatic my life was 3-5 years ago... WOW.
Livejournal seems to have fallen to the wayside (is that the expression?) to things like Facebook and Myspace. I mean the friends who are my "friends" on here don't even post anymore either, so I guess it's not just me.
It's also funny because going back and looking at old entries, I must have had about 10 different ideas for a career to have in my life... years later, days away from finishing a program in graphic design, I still feel that way? Am I always going to feel this way? I feel like I have a lot of interests and great possible career choices but all involve, obviously, more education. I have the most ADD when it comes to figuring out a career. I mean I like the program... and I'm going to do it because I didn't waste 2 years in school for nothing... I just feel like I lack creativity sometimes, and also that I dont quite have a grasp on all the software to best visually SHOW what I have in my head, like a design. I like photography more, but its such an attractive profession and there's not a lot of demand for it (?)... If I could make a good living taking pictures I'd be in heaven. I love photography. Last weekend I went to a wedding for the first time to help a wedding photographer.. and THOSE make good money, let me tell you. I'm just worried about getting a job before I've even really tried. Typical!
I can't believe I'm getting MARRIED. No cold feet... just a lot left to do.
If anyone still uses livejournal and sees this, it would be cool if you commented. Just saying...
Livejournal seems to have fallen to the wayside (is that the expression?) to things like Facebook and Myspace. I mean the friends who are my "friends" on here don't even post anymore either, so I guess it's not just me.
It's also funny because going back and looking at old entries, I must have had about 10 different ideas for a career to have in my life... years later, days away from finishing a program in graphic design, I still feel that way? Am I always going to feel this way? I feel like I have a lot of interests and great possible career choices but all involve, obviously, more education. I have the most ADD when it comes to figuring out a career. I mean I like the program... and I'm going to do it because I didn't waste 2 years in school for nothing... I just feel like I lack creativity sometimes, and also that I dont quite have a grasp on all the software to best visually SHOW what I have in my head, like a design. I like photography more, but its such an attractive profession and there's not a lot of demand for it (?)... If I could make a good living taking pictures I'd be in heaven. I love photography. Last weekend I went to a wedding for the first time to help a wedding photographer.. and THOSE make good money, let me tell you. I'm just worried about getting a job before I've even really tried. Typical!
I can't believe I'm getting MARRIED. No cold feet... just a lot left to do.
If anyone still uses livejournal and sees this, it would be cool if you commented. Just saying...