I don't know how to get this off my mind

Dec 18, 2005 21:17

perhaps writing in the journal will help.
But, unfortunately, the person I want to read this probably won't and the person I would rather not read it probably will.
A girl who I only have a name for and some awful stories about is occupying my thoughts constantly. Someone who barely has a face to me, I could probably run into on the street and not know it was her, is keeping my mind off my work and making me feel ill. There are so many things I want to say to your face, but I know it is not my place, it is my boyfriends. Perhaps I am over-stepping my boundries by putting this in here, but how else can I go about making you realize that it is not your PLACE to be in between Andy and I, your PLACE is in the past, sweetheart, THE PAST.
I am away from Andy all week long and that is when you weasle your way in, even though he tells you he doesn't have an interest in talking to you anymore. Either I am missing something here or you just don't get it. If someone never returned my phone calls I would probably stop bothering them. But what do I know, right? I live an hour and half away, I don't know what is going on. What I do know is that you are standing too close for comfort. It's been almost a year and I am ready to forget about you.

and I would like to close this with my one of my new favorite drunk Emily lines, "It's been a year skank, get over it!"

Perhaps I can concentrate now. Time to try homework.
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