Feb 10, 2005 23:10
This has been the. worst. night. ever.
Everything is confusing. I wish I could just feel something or be in a different state of mind.
Josh invited me over tonight to have a few beers, but I don't think I want to be in that state of mind, ugh.
We've both fucked up and I wish I could help fix it but I can't.
Losing a best friend is one of the worst feelings.
I think I'm going to go for a run.
I am so unproductive.
love, the biggest jerk of all