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its after 1 in the morning and i should be in bed...i cant sleep...im so emotinal about a whole bunch of stuff.. all of a sudden everything is just hitting me all at once!! i wish i had someone to talk to and they would understand where im coming from ! i mean i have ppl that care about me and shit and i talk to them about everything but they dont understand...they will never understand what ive been through or anything like that unless they have been where i have been and where im at now! i just dont know what to do anymore about anything..i wanna be happy but i never am bc people always like to bring me down...but not anymore..im gonna do things for me and to make my life better ! well im gonna go and try to get some sleep..<3
24 more days until i go back home to florida for good !! cant wait !