idk im not so good at typing how i feel
i think ive been listening to some peoples music to much cuz im starting to title things after their songs . . . i must say that it is an awesome song though
life stops
the world stops
as the day goes on
i realize just how much i miss him
why did i let it end
why didnt i fight him with the reason
why does my heart still hurt even after a year
why does it feel like i cant move on
must i continue to be alone??
is there no one for me out there?
should i just give up?
sometimes i feel as if i should just give up
i feel i should give up on lve
no one ever likes me for me
i feel as if im not a person and that im only a tool to be used in childish games
can someone save me?
can anyone hear my pleas?
is everyone deaf to my cries
must i continue on my own?
i need to go on i know but i cant seem to
people tell me its your turn for happiness
yet i havent seen any
i feel let down can no one see that im here
i feel invisible
i feel small
i feel as if no one can see me is that true?
is anyone out there listening ??
my life keeps going and i cant seem to keep up
it wont slow down and i cant seem to catch up
why is it that i feel like i should cry every time i see him?
why do i feel like we should still be together?
and why do i feel like its my fault we're not?
i keep being told im pretty but i dont feel it at all
if it was true why am i still all alone
why am i just a friend to all the guys
why cant they see me as a girl??
is there something wrong with me?
is there a reason guys dont seem to see me as datable?
ive tried everything . . . from changing myself to being myself nothing seems to work
a guy says he really likes me yet when i ask him what that means he wont answer
why are guys so confusing
why do i have to deal with it with out anyone to talk to really?
why cant anyone tell me how to keep from falling apart inside
someone needs to help me get ahold of myself before i do something ill regret
please please please help me im begging you anyone everyone SOMEONE!!!!
my life is starting to spin out of control and no one is going to be able to help if they dont soon
im afraid that if it keeps going at this rate ill be doing things i shouldnt be by the end of the year
anyway thank you for letting my rant not that anyones going to read this really . . .
<3 Teresa
for all of you who do read this i would justl ike to say that when i say i have no one to talk to im talking about the time this was writen and not all the time i have several people to talk to . . . i was also talking more male than female cuz i dont really seem to have any i can talk face to face with. . .
anyway if i made any one feel like i dont count them as anything they are wrong . . . yes Mary this is diirected at you you will always count as both my little sister and my best friend and never forget that ill be there for you and youll be there for me
also if anyone has any questions about who this is pleast just talk to me ill be glad to explain the situation but id rather do it in person
life stops
the world stops
as the day goes on
i realize just how much i miss him
why did i let it end
why didnt i fight him with the reason
why does my heart still hurt even after a year
why does it feel like i cant move on
must i continue to be alone??
is there no one for me out there?
should i just give up?
sometimes i feel as if i should just give up
i feel i should give up on lve
no one ever likes me for me
i feel as if im not a person and that im only a tool to be used in childish games
can someone save me?
can anyone hear my pleas?
is everyone deaf to my cries
must i continue on my own?
i need to go on i know but i cant seem to
people tell me its your turn for happiness
yet i havent seen any
i feel let down can no one see that im here
i feel invisible
i feel small
i feel as if no one can see me is that true?
is anyone out there listening ??
my life keeps going and i cant seem to keep up
it wont slow down and i cant seem to catch up
why is it that i feel like i should cry every time i see him?
why do i feel like we should still be together?
and why do i feel like its my fault we're not?
i keep being told im pretty but i dont feel it at all
if it was true why am i still all alone
why am i just a friend to all the guys
why cant they see me as a girl??
is there something wrong with me?
is there a reason guys dont seem to see me as datable?
ive tried everything . . . from changing myself to being myself nothing seems to work
a guy says he really likes me yet when i ask him what that means he wont answer
why are guys so confusing
why do i have to deal with it with out anyone to talk to really?
why cant anyone tell me how to keep from falling apart inside
someone needs to help me get ahold of myself before i do something ill regret
please please please help me im begging you anyone everyone SOMEONE!!!!
my life is starting to spin out of control and no one is going to be able to help if they dont soon
im afraid that if it keeps going at this rate ill be doing things i shouldnt be by the end of the year
anyway thank you for letting my rant not that anyones going to read this really . . .
<3 Teresa
for all of you who do read this i would justl ike to say that when i say i have no one to talk to im talking about the time this was writen and not all the time i have several people to talk to . . . i was also talking more male than female cuz i dont really seem to have any i can talk face to face with. . .
anyway if i made any one feel like i dont count them as anything they are wrong . . . yes Mary this is diirected at you you will always count as both my little sister and my best friend and never forget that ill be there for you and youll be there for me
also if anyone has any questions about who this is pleast just talk to me ill be glad to explain the situation but id rather do it in person