Thinking Too Much
Saturday
I don't know how being, technically, more alone than ever in recent weeks has made me feel lighter and brighter than I have in ages, but it has. Even the bad days and apple-throwing seem to have made a marked improvement. I can't put my finger on it but I feel like things are finally the way they should be. It's still hard, on a certain level, to deal with the absence of a certain person's friendship but he made his choice a long time ago, we haven't been truly friends for a long time and it hurts so much less lately with James around being himself. Even certain friends of his are bearable.
Who wants to do something tomorrow? There's no way I could stay inside all weekend in this mood. I'm officially nominating a homework free day for Gryffindor Head Girls. I feel like dancing. Party in the girl's common room? Say the word and it will happen.
I don't know how being, technically, more alone than ever in recent weeks has made me feel lighter and brighter than I have in ages, but it has. Even the bad days and apple-throwing seem to have made a marked improvement. I can't put my finger on it but I feel like things are finally the way they should be. It's still hard, on a certain level, to deal with the absence of a certain person's friendship but he made his choice a long time ago, we haven't been truly friends for a long time and it hurts so much less lately with James around being himself. Even certain friends of his are bearable.
Who wants to do something tomorrow? There's no way I could stay inside all weekend in this mood. I'm officially nominating a homework free day for Gryffindor Head Girls. I feel like dancing. Party in the girl's common room? Say the word and it will happen.