Ya gotta go
Currently Playing: ...with myself smash the fly
Currently Browsing: A Room With A View
Currently Watching: the window
Currently Hearing: "Dance, Dance" ~ Falling Out of my pants Boy
Currently Creating: Lies
Currently Anticipating: American Idol
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Currently Pretending: I'm cool and on the RvB website
Since I'm a person who stalls like no other, I was reading a really sappy "romance" story in a magazine where the girl has a crush on her "close" friend of one year for...one year. She ends up not being able to steal him away from his hobbit girlfriend and hooks up with some other guy. The entire point of this story is to show how this girl grows and develops emotionally...so much so that she comes to the conclusion that she wants to be able to stay friends with boys that become her ex-boyfriends.
And all I can do is shake my head and say "Gag me".
Girls are really stupid. I mean...if I dated a boy and dumped him [or he dumped me] what's the point of staying friends? I suppose it is reasonable if you've been close close friends with this person for many years but if you just hook up with someone and...*hides face in shame* girls are so lame.
I don't get it. I suppose you still have leftover emotions blah blah blah you still care for them whatever. The reality is the boy doesn't want to hang around you anymore [especially if it is only as friends] because let's face some things and be cynical. Boys are constantly subconsciously looking for a potential mate just as girls are, it's human nature.
So if you are not a potential mate and all of the complex feelings like disappoint/pride/anger getting in the way, it is best to just let the guy go. Don't embarrass him or yourself.
Of course I could be wrong [but that's my opinion, sorry]and sure there are exceptions [everyone always thinks they are the exception] but whatever. Sickly romantic stories like that make me gag. That's just who I am. Sure I love romance movies from the old timey movies like Cary Grant.
Cary Grant is the perfect example of how simple and non-gagging love can be. I just do not understand sappy things. No offense to a certain someone who might tear me a certain something if I don't stop [but her and her lj rock...and romance is her thing].
Also on a less what would you call it...random note? I'm totally stressed. Yesterday was the worst day for a while. Me being totally stressed leads to me being a total bitch and acting like a ...well I wouldn't say whore because that's just such an ugly word. But close enough.
When I get like this, I get mad at ev-ery-one. Including those I rarely flinch at i.e. Rebecca or even Katie. Even worse, those I don't always get along with everyday get it hard double time. Sorry Anne.
I really want to just go shopping for an afternoon [weird, I know] and buy clothes, then come home and play video games. Transform from a total girl to...a total nerd.
Things I need to do:
-Activate my online bank account
-Register for Anime Expo
-Common homework: i.e. lit. terms, math homework, physics etc.
-Long term homework: i.e. research project(s), HOD essay, poetry project, current events notebook etc.
-Clean my room [holy crap, I should do this now!]
-Organize school folders [crap, I need to do this something awful]
Anything else escapes me. Urgh! Shoot me in the face.
Currently Browsing: A Room With A View
Currently Watching: the window
Currently Hearing: "Dance, Dance" ~ Falling Out of my pants Boy
Currently Creating: Lies
Currently Anticipating: American Idol
...
Currently Pretending: I'm cool and on the RvB website
Since I'm a person who stalls like no other, I was reading a really sappy "romance" story in a magazine where the girl has a crush on her "close" friend of one year for...one year. She ends up not being able to steal him away from his hobbit girlfriend and hooks up with some other guy. The entire point of this story is to show how this girl grows and develops emotionally...so much so that she comes to the conclusion that she wants to be able to stay friends with boys that become her ex-boyfriends.
And all I can do is shake my head and say "Gag me".
Girls are really stupid. I mean...if I dated a boy and dumped him [or he dumped me] what's the point of staying friends? I suppose it is reasonable if you've been close close friends with this person for many years but if you just hook up with someone and...*hides face in shame* girls are so lame.
I don't get it. I suppose you still have leftover emotions blah blah blah you still care for them whatever. The reality is the boy doesn't want to hang around you anymore [especially if it is only as friends] because let's face some things and be cynical. Boys are constantly subconsciously looking for a potential mate just as girls are, it's human nature.
So if you are not a potential mate and all of the complex feelings like disappoint/pride/anger getting in the way, it is best to just let the guy go. Don't embarrass him or yourself.
Of course I could be wrong [but that's my opinion, sorry]and sure there are exceptions [everyone always thinks they are the exception] but whatever. Sickly romantic stories like that make me gag. That's just who I am. Sure I love romance movies from the old timey movies like Cary Grant.
Cary Grant is the perfect example of how simple and non-gagging love can be. I just do not understand sappy things. No offense to a certain someone who might tear me a certain something if I don't stop [but her and her lj rock...and romance is her thing].
Also on a less what would you call it...random note? I'm totally stressed. Yesterday was the worst day for a while. Me being totally stressed leads to me being a total bitch and acting like a ...well I wouldn't say whore because that's just such an ugly word. But close enough.
When I get like this, I get mad at ev-ery-one. Including those I rarely flinch at i.e. Rebecca or even Katie. Even worse, those I don't always get along with everyday get it hard double time. Sorry Anne.
I really want to just go shopping for an afternoon [weird, I know] and buy clothes, then come home and play video games. Transform from a total girl to...a total nerd.
Things I need to do:
-Activate my online bank account
-Register for Anime Expo
-Common homework: i.e. lit. terms, math homework, physics etc.
-Long term homework: i.e. research project(s), HOD essay, poetry project, current events notebook etc.
-Clean my room [holy crap, I should do this now!]
-Organize school folders [crap, I need to do this something awful]
Anything else escapes me. Urgh! Shoot me in the face.