May 21, 2009 12:00
i dont know what the hell it is that you want..and quite honestly, this instability is getting to me.
i needed yesterdays sb date with adriana SO BAD..i dont think ive ever held in so much for such a long time..
i found the hottest glasses.....theyre 200 dollars....i dont have 200 dollars to spend on sunglasses uifduhugfuguughjhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh theyre so pretty though, they're like a goddess in a shape of sunglasses
i hate ex gf;s and the fact that as much as i want it to and try to make it happen, my girl drama NEVER goes away.
friday is entourage and everyone is going but i really dont want to go..i dont think meli wants to go either..maybe we'll just have another crazy adventure who knows..
todays thursday..someone should have a bbq..except this fucking weather pisses everyone off.
i feel bad cause i was suppose to take my brother to school this morning..oh well..i'll take him tomrrow
i signed up for orientation yesterday..i know iknow, typical do-everything-last-minute-melissa..its june 25 to 26 and MY SEMESTER STARTS THE 29TH im going to end up with the worstttttttttttttttt classes evvvarrrrrr1/1!!! whatever..
i wish you would just go away, honestly, your so desperate for attention and the fact that im receiving his attention more than you is eating you up alive..i wish you would see how big of an idiot you look like everytime u leave something on his wall 15 SECONDS AFTER I DO and what pisses me off THE MOST is that im letting you get to me so dirty
i hate girls.
i have so much time on my hands, literally on my hands.
i paid my bills yesterday..or bill i should say, i always feel good when i pay the ONE bill i have
i think ikea is disneyland and i dont have a lisp
xox m