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prom 09
from what is remembered was AHHHHHHmazing lol
i watched the sunrise with my drunk boyfriend and had the best time with the people who have seen me go through my layers of changes for the past 4 years.
im excited for graduation and to hear everyones speeches and baccaleaureate .... i totally spelt that wrong
dfkjndsf :)
on the WORST note ever....i can't believe john died.
honestly, it still hasnt hit me yet. maybe after losing one of the people you love the most, you just lose all feelings attached to death itself after that....who knows
i dont know how this could have happened or why he would do that, i just hope he knows how much everyone cared for him, including me.
i remember the last thing he said to me was at jerseys, and he took a vote with the FOUR people at the table how he thinks i should be his date for nocturnal on saturday lol..he always said funny shit like that. Last night jenna said how everytime she thought about him she just had to laugh cause he was always making everyone laugh
i couldnt go to the bonfire just bc i didnt want to cry last nigght. megan and alex are a mess. they remind me of me a 3 months ago....or even somedays out of the week..damn bro...
last night me and meli bought a 12 pack of corona and a smirnoff for me lol
we went from justins's to riding to nocturnal to skipping nocturnal to popping a squat in a gas station right next to a black guy to playing confessions in front of an abandoned house.
im going to miss meli so much its ridiculous..i know she's one of those friends that you keep by your side and know that won't turn their backs on you..i have less than 2 months till i leave. time always speeds up when it doesnt need to
i didnt get my mom anything for mothers day...hoenstly i have 20 dollars in my account to survive off of. i usually make her my own gifts but with prom the same weekend i couldnt do anything. i feel bad but i dont need a holiday to get my mom something nice to show her how much i love her.
theres nothing more that i want than to touch youuuuu...to seek truthhh..in your eyes
the only thing that i want is to be with you andddddd watch the sunriseee ise ise ise iseeeeeeeeeeeeee owwwwwww! lol
god im so hungover.
from what is remembered was AHHHHHHmazing lol
i watched the sunrise with my drunk boyfriend and had the best time with the people who have seen me go through my layers of changes for the past 4 years.
im excited for graduation and to hear everyones speeches and baccaleaureate .... i totally spelt that wrong
dfkjndsf :)
on the WORST note ever....i can't believe john died.
honestly, it still hasnt hit me yet. maybe after losing one of the people you love the most, you just lose all feelings attached to death itself after that....who knows
i dont know how this could have happened or why he would do that, i just hope he knows how much everyone cared for him, including me.
i remember the last thing he said to me was at jerseys, and he took a vote with the FOUR people at the table how he thinks i should be his date for nocturnal on saturday lol..he always said funny shit like that. Last night jenna said how everytime she thought about him she just had to laugh cause he was always making everyone laugh
i couldnt go to the bonfire just bc i didnt want to cry last nigght. megan and alex are a mess. they remind me of me a 3 months ago....or even somedays out of the week..damn bro...
last night me and meli bought a 12 pack of corona and a smirnoff for me lol
we went from justins's to riding to nocturnal to skipping nocturnal to popping a squat in a gas station right next to a black guy to playing confessions in front of an abandoned house.
im going to miss meli so much its ridiculous..i know she's one of those friends that you keep by your side and know that won't turn their backs on you..i have less than 2 months till i leave. time always speeds up when it doesnt need to
i didnt get my mom anything for mothers day...hoenstly i have 20 dollars in my account to survive off of. i usually make her my own gifts but with prom the same weekend i couldnt do anything. i feel bad but i dont need a holiday to get my mom something nice to show her how much i love her.
theres nothing more that i want than to touch youuuuu...to seek truthhh..in your eyes
the only thing that i want is to be with you andddddd watch the sunriseee ise ise ise iseeeeeeeeeeeeee owwwwwww! lol
god im so hungover.