Mar 09, 2004 09:35
I'm finally setting up a phone number right now~ I kept forgetting to go down there after Kristy's cell phone company started the inevitable bullshit~ every time she called to see what the bill was, it doubled~ I mean, like in the same day. Dorks. So I'm the biggest dork because I kept forgetting to go to the damn phone company, and then I finally find out I can do it over the damn phone. So that's why I'm sitting here typing nonsense. This weekend was really cool~ I had a blast hanging out with my mom~ even though John was kind of a pain. We made this big dinner~ and he was SMOKING AT THE DINNER TABLE!! Gross. I forgot how much I used to cough until I heard them coughing~ and I came back feeling like I had chain smoked a carton of cigarettes. ugh. And then of course after hearing how Jay is totally wrecking his life forever~ he overdosed and I couldn't get it out of my head~ so of course I try to call and just make sure he's ok~ dude. What was I thinking?
First of all~ he's been with some chick for two weeks and they have a verbal engagement~ the first thing he says to me "I'm getting MARRIED!!!" If that's not enough, he puts me on the phone with this chick (don't ask me why, I said no) and she sounds like Janis Joplin~ but she doesn't know WHO THAT IS. He kept saying please see me and I'm like, um, no dude, I just wanted to make sure you're alive and tell you to take care of yourself. So then I'm like, bye! and I go to Virginia City with my mom. I come home, there are 4 messages from him on the answering machine~ and two of them sound like he's pretending to talk to me while his girl is in the background screaming "Tell that girl to get the FUCK OFF MY PHONE RIGHT NOOOWWWW!!! AHHH!" I'm like, um, dude, no? So I call him back and get his answering machine, which says (I kid you not) (Stupid chick talking) "You've reached the Alfaro's. We're either on the other line, not here, or we just don't want to talk to you. Leave your name and number and we'll call you back~ if you're important enough." So bottom line, this man really is a complete idiot. And he weilded no power over me at all. I was just like, dude, I don't want in your drama, I want no part of your drama. I called you because I cared and you were killing yourself, but now, forget it. And so, the moral of the story is, even though the whole thing was stupid~ I learned something good. I am finally, completely and wholly, out of the grasp of the dumb man whom I once loved. Hurrah. It's about damn time. *shakes head and sighs*