Jul 23, 2004 22:29
lets see if i can write all this in 10 min
im sorry
im confused
i dont know wat i want
i dont know wat im doing
i dont see how this happened
i dont see how over 2 weeks i havent felt different
i dont get why this changed me
i dont know why after i thought it was done its not
i...
i guess..
NO ONE IS PERFECT!
ok?
if it ment anything u would have tried...
thats wat its about
pushing away doesnt work
and now that its over...
i dont know if i could ever go back
on a differnt note
im kinda angry cuz alex isnt home and i havent talked to him...and im just aahh...lol and im hearing to many things that i dont like!
wat do u do when sumone says...i think he likes this person...well everyone knows this person likes him...it seems he likes her...but then THEN! a differnt says to me...he likes this person with an M name...i was like...wat? i never thought he would...but i mean the boot fits right? but anyways...then...haha...wat is great is...im jealous...whoa..jealous? geez...and why would i be? tell me! come on!! aahh
geez
i dont get people
they make me...AAAAAHH so mad!
but i know im gonna end up crying myself to sleep...life is so screwed up
~$*Oh My GoD i LoVe hIm*$~ :(:(:(:(
i want to get over him....sumone help me
7-17-04
one person
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another person
i dont get it...wat does that date mean?....sumone help me...:(:(
*MeLIsSa*