hiya all

[melieg367]

im in school and im really really bored

i thought maybe i could write in here and i wouldn't be as bored anymore

i really really really really want my b/f to come over today

and i really really really really really really hope he does...even tho im sure he didnt ask

and im sure he wont be able to cuz his dad wont be home or anything...

and im sure i will have yet anothre ruined evening because he wont come over to spend time with me but he will have sumone else go over to his house

but anyways im sick of having to put upwith the life of an average teenager guys..

i know a lot of peopla are and i i dont know why we put up with it...

i mean we r old enough to drive...but cant because our parents limit us

uuhhh

i cant stop thinking about it though

sorry i have ADD really bad

ill be talking about trees then say cats are furry

like Kyp

but anyways

things have been happening lately...so idk anymore u know?

but ya

see

the computer wasnt the only thing in the way

people were too

and i dont think it would be right to move the computer and the people if we dont even know whats beyond it!

if that makes any sense

no one will know what im talking about

i cant stop thinking about it

and its terribly wrong

i really do love my boyfriend Alex...

i just can't tell if love is strong enough to fix what we have let slip away

ok another thing is...

i really dont think our relationship has faded...i just think we have started over

u said u get shy around me..but u didnt b4..people usually get shy in the beginning f relationships...not 4 months into
so thats new for me

i have never had a relationship last this long without a huge fight...or a 1 or 2 ays break up in the middle...thats great and im really happy

i dont want to just throw away what u mean to me alex..

but if we rn't gonna work for this...we know its gonna happen