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Emeril? Great show. I'm really learning a lot.... I think! lol Visually it looks easy and great and wonderful. Wait til I get in the kitchen tho.... if ya hear about a house fire on Clara Street, it's more than likely mine lol. Oh well, we shall see.
Moral? Definitely watch Emeril. Food Network. Crazy stuff. Great stuff. Wowza.
So Jakey and me had a huge fight tonight. Over stupid shit. We were supposed to go out tonite (dinner and a movie) but he neglected to call me until 9. And I was mad. What was he doing, you ask? Helping a friend's in-laws move to their new house. How selfish I am. He devoted his entire life to me... all of his free-time, all of his time he used to spend with his buds, everything.. and the one time he doesn't I get all pissy and bitchy and just not very lovable. So what did I do when he called? I told him I was pissed and hung up. What does he do about an hour later? Call to apologize yet again and to tell me he loves me. I can't say it back. For some reason, when I'm pissed I cannot tell him, or anyone else for that matter, that I love them. It's just some shitty Melissa thing I guess. Who knows? But he came over and was almost in tears and apologized again and I finally apologized too, for being a selfish, cynical, bitchy-esque girlfriend. And I told him I loved him too, finally. So we're good now. And I do love him. Just a rough patch I guess. A few days shy of our 4 month anniversary and it's our 3rd fight. I think that's pretty damn awesome. Fantastic even. But I do love him. He's so wonderful. And I realized that I have to be less selfish and so I'm gonna start making him spend less time with me so he can have his time again. I didn't ask him to give it up in the first place - he did that just because he loves me - but I did realize tonight that it's not fair. And so I want to be fair. And thus he will be hanging out and doing his on thing more from now on. That is my LJ Vow. You are all my witnesses! lol
Relationships are crazy things. Scary, wonderful, bouquets of sharpened pencils. (I miss you eBay! Catch the "You've Got Mail" pun?)
Well, I'm out. Later!
P.S.
ERIN!! LIL E!!! ENJOY THE SC TRIP!!! BE CAREFULLLLLLLL! I HEART YOU! <3
Moral? Definitely watch Emeril. Food Network. Crazy stuff. Great stuff. Wowza.
So Jakey and me had a huge fight tonight. Over stupid shit. We were supposed to go out tonite (dinner and a movie) but he neglected to call me until 9. And I was mad. What was he doing, you ask? Helping a friend's in-laws move to their new house. How selfish I am. He devoted his entire life to me... all of his free-time, all of his time he used to spend with his buds, everything.. and the one time he doesn't I get all pissy and bitchy and just not very lovable. So what did I do when he called? I told him I was pissed and hung up. What does he do about an hour later? Call to apologize yet again and to tell me he loves me. I can't say it back. For some reason, when I'm pissed I cannot tell him, or anyone else for that matter, that I love them. It's just some shitty Melissa thing I guess. Who knows? But he came over and was almost in tears and apologized again and I finally apologized too, for being a selfish, cynical, bitchy-esque girlfriend. And I told him I loved him too, finally. So we're good now. And I do love him. Just a rough patch I guess. A few days shy of our 4 month anniversary and it's our 3rd fight. I think that's pretty damn awesome. Fantastic even. But I do love him. He's so wonderful. And I realized that I have to be less selfish and so I'm gonna start making him spend less time with me so he can have his time again. I didn't ask him to give it up in the first place - he did that just because he loves me - but I did realize tonight that it's not fair. And so I want to be fair. And thus he will be hanging out and doing his on thing more from now on. That is my LJ Vow. You are all my witnesses! lol
Relationships are crazy things. Scary, wonderful, bouquets of sharpened pencils. (I miss you eBay! Catch the "You've Got Mail" pun?)
Well, I'm out. Later!
P.S.
ERIN!! LIL E!!! ENJOY THE SC TRIP!!! BE CAREFULLLLLLLL! I HEART YOU! <3