You Had Me At Hello
You had me at hello. - Jerry Maguire
It was the first time she truly open herself to a guy. Sure there were many oppas’ in SM that were more than willing to take care of her or perhaps even more but she was never interested and her unnies made sure that everyone gets the message loud and clear that their maknae is off limits. So it was not well ( Read more... )
But most of all : this scares me : "Don't know why I wrote this. I guess with the recent duet, I somehow felt that it became a closure for me. Don't get me wrong, I still believe in them nor am I leaving the fandom in any way but just that I felt different. ".
Chingoo, I feel that people are having this withdrawal mood. My sister has stopped shipping them and I have no friend to spazz at home. This seriously scares me.
I don't mean to be negative. I swear I'm not. I just want to say that I feel sad with all this withdrawal. Less people to spazz together. Like a dream you easily forget when you wake up.
My sister's words freaked me out even more : "I'm embracing reality". Maybe you're like her too. I would be bold enough to say, I wish not. But anyway, feelings change, opinions do too.
I see Niigata and I see two people in love. Maybe I'm still deluded. Maybe I'm still irrational. Maybe I'm a dreamer. I guess I choose what I want to believe.
One day, maybe I'll stop. But I guess not sometime soon.
What I'm trying to say is.....I just feel sad with this withdrawal phase. But I guess it's only natural.
***hugs***
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anyways, thanks for the concern but don't sweat about the whole thing much ok? i am totally in tune with my reality at all times LOL and am not leaving the fandom anytime soon.
i still believe of cos and i won't say it's a withdrawal phase in them but the feeling i get is more like the dust has settle or something has settled ... like a close chapter in some sense.
it's not a bad thing but i guess it could be interpreted in a wrong way since the words i used was closure and different. LOL
thanks for reading and leaving a comment :) don't need to be sad ok? it's all good.
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