Jul 25, 2004 15:10
I can see the shadow of her darkened heart
And the burning in her soul
I know that she is falling apart
The pain is taking its toll
Well last night I didnt really do anything.
Frankie gave me a fucking like 7:00 wake up call and then I went back to sleep. Oh well.
Umm today I went out with my mom. Yea that was lots of fun.
Tomorrow I'm going to the mall with Frankie and Amanda =)
Sam left today =(
I already miss her. I didnt get to say bye or anything. It was never boring around her and she always knew how to make me laugh. She wants me to be just like her =/ Oh well.
There's a chance that I'll get to see her again cause I go down to Florida every year, but then again theres a chance that I'll never see her again. Ever. I'm kinda depressed about it.
Last night I was really paranoid. I heard something at my window and I looked and I swear to God it looked like Sam, but it obviously couldnt be. And I made my Daddy check it out for me. But of course nothing was there. I had a dream about her 2 nights ago. Hmm.
I'm so childish.
"I will remember you ..
Will you remember me? ..
Dont let your life pass you by ..
Weep not for the memories .. "