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well on friday i made a huge mistake.. which i regret so much.. me adn a couple others got drunk.. ok i didnt drink that much knowing i was the chaperon it was my house i needed to be alert incaser neting happened.. but for some odd reason it really effected me and i dont remeber nething from that night.. i have heard bits adn peices whiich scare me shitless.. and i have know i dea how i got that drunk.. cassy hada realli tough nnight adn so did kels.. and i feel awful because i think i made mikes night pretty terrible.. and thats not nive... ahh i am so freaked out.. and i have so many ppl to thank.. like mike cassy renny chriss you all like saved my life.. and kels.. and whoever else.. and i know something now that i didnt noe before about myself.. but i have decided to not drink nemore.. my parents have lsot total trust in me and might pull my trip to ottawa.. but yea i need to send a few emails..