Mar 18, 2006 14:23
my intolerance is getting violent. it is no longer just a way i sit with... and watch the consequential conclusions pass by... it has engaged itself and is in battle mode. im trying to make the best of it...
I have purchased a camera. A Canon EOS Rebel K2 SLR 35mm film camera.
this summer i am going to be riding around on my bike and taking pictures of things, listening to my mp3 player... wearing only skirts and dreses... getting a nice dark tan.
i look like death.
I've decided i am NOT an "Awe-er". only when it comes to non-human issues/people can i be capable of awe. no more attempted fascination... simply because someone/something is slightly interesting. that means little.
worth about .25/second of amusement... probably less...
being captured, cant be mimicked... or simulated. i knew that... but i guess i didnt recognize thats what was happening... i can see how everything is working, i can see the patterns.. but not WHAT those things ARE exactly... usually.
learned most of a case of you...the fingers will follow, they always do.
ijefffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffijooooooooooooooooo... summer NOW!